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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Whoa, it's past midnite n i'm still on the pc. Yup, i said gd nite 2 moi mum n then sneak into moi dad's study 2 use e pc.. hey, i do hate being e onli child at times during long hols. nobody stewpid sibling(s) 2 play or literally waste yr energy on. yes, i can read all day when i haf nothng 2 do, but when it comes 2 nite, gosh, i don feel tired at all. how 2 sleep? erm.. pls don tell me to count sheep. it'll keep me awake as long as i keep counting. it's a torture!

as u can c, for i'm still awake now, it has been a boring dae today, oops, it should b yesterday, rite? yup, yesterdae. got beaten awake by mum wif a stewpid smelly bolster 6.30am in the morning. wat e heck did she wake me up this early 4? no sch, no cip, no nothing. stewpid. by 7.30am, we're at moi gran's housie cosie. erm, housie cosie is e nick i gave it when i was i-4got-wat-age, but it didn't at all seem cozy to me that morning. i sat there for 4 whole hrs , which seemed lyke 4eva, doing nothing. no touching cards. no going to the kitchen. no this. no that. and NO PC!!! it's i dunno wat god(s)' birthdae n moi gran, moi mum n moi aunts were coming wif delicious dishes (to them, not to me) for some worshipping or i dunno wat it's called in english. then i was allowed 2 help--> Wash the dishes. Argh, do i look lyke a cleaner?!?

then in e afternoon i had piano lesson which ends up to b a heap of shitty hw. went to e park, watched tv, now use the pc, anythng 2 avoid doing e monstrous stack of hw. well, to me NOW, wat seemed to b jus a little hw last mnth, seems as high as a mt. today. poor me. i tink i'll haf a hard time trying 2 restart moi engine next yr. i used 9 mnths this yr 2 get moi engine warmed up properly. by tt tyme, it was SA already. i hope i'll take a shorter tyme next yr, which seemed lyke an impossible task. let me solve the most pressing problem 1st, wat can i do during this hols so tt i'll b less bored n b tired enough 2 sleep 8 to 10 or even 24 hrs e'vry nite.

ah, welz, gd nite? or gd morning... i'm meeting eli in e afternoon todae. i had better FORCE moiself 2 catch some sleep. >p

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:33 am