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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Oh no. Im not allowed to tell this to anyone. But Im bursting. I normally forget secrets after listening to them. But this one is absolutely unforgettable. And Im choking on trying to push it back down my throat. It's stuck now. I have no choice. I have to let it out. Anyway, saying it out is nothing immoral. Only someone will get angry. But not for long... And worst thing is, she reads my blog pretty often. X:

Few days ago. I had a convo with HY late in the night. Im not going to paste the entire convo cos:

1. There r parts too personal to be shown.

2. It's too long. It's 29 pages on MS Word. Of course, I know it's absolutely possible to chat for that long but can you imagine me putting it up here. You can die just scrolling.

3. It's going to get very boring to read irrelevant parts of other people's convo and you don't understand their jokes and what they're laughing. I don't want you guys to feel dumb either.

4. I want focus on the climaxes.

HY emphasised OVER AND OVER AGAIN on one point, saying, "i don't know why but i'm really terrified of ms.lee now" [exact quote. no slander.] and that she is "horrible" (as in she is frightened by her).
she said she's suffering from msleephobia [word created by her too].
wierd huh... i dunno why either. she's not a monster, right? she's not that scary lah. or maybe, im not even scared of her at all.

then she realised her mistake in telling me that and said, "oh yeah, you won't tell her anything we've said about her in this convo right?" and demanded my word. of course, knowing myself, with such sensational news, i won't hold my tongue towards my friends. i didn't agree.

however. i didn't tell any one other than tracy after all. cos there was another climax. Instead of saying that "she [ms lee] is expecting me to do something.", i typed "she's expecting" and hit 'enter' accidentally. oh no! trouble! you got the joke. sheesh.
so, i thought, if ms lee ever gets wind of this convo, not just HY will get a counselling, but i'll get the can... erm... not really, or rather, a dressing down or a smack in the face.
it's a lose-lose situation. so better keep mum abt it. tell no one else.

i know she's gonna kill me she sees this. but nvm. i feel much better now.

[Edit] Almost blurted it out during remedial today. There were supposed to be joey, giam, HY and me having it together. But joey and giam cruelly abandoned us and left us to the abuse of ms lee (ok, a little TOO MUCH exaggeration). Seriously, HY couldn't even concentrate when there's ONLY ME distracting her. Imagine if she could EVEN CATCH A THING if the-super-hyper-people-when-they-see-mslee joey and giam were there. No, really anything. So, I suggested she should have a 1-to-1 tuition from ms lee. Then realised my mistake when HY screamed. Almost blurted it out. Im feeling so sorry. Omg. That was really really close man.

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