You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Haha. I remember, we were supposed to borrow a Chinese story book from the SC Library. Oh man. Why the SC Library? I think it is rather devoid of good Chinese story books. Oops. Sorry. Should not be badmouthing about the library at this hour. Yay! It is 2h 45 minutes to the my special day of 2006.

Yeah. Back to the point. I borrowed a seriously fictitious book or ke1 huan4 xiao3 shuo1. I started reading at about 3.15pm and finished at about 5+pm if I am not wrong. It's 200+ pages, mind you. It is definitely not a picture book, with more pictures than words. It is a no! no! no! answer from me to picture books, alright. I think picture books lacked meaning. I think I sound like a mad scientist, but forget that. Yeah. I spent near 2hours just to finish 200+pages. It's not a real feat. The author wrote in a 10-year-old boy's perspective. I'm going on 14 soon. How difficult can the language be? It is very very easy. Reader-friendly. I enjoyed it quite a lot.

It is about a young wizard and his many bizarre adventures. It is super hilarious, alright. I am serious. It is very funny. I was so engrossed in it that I did not realise that I drank 5 cans of Coca-Cola whilst reading, not until I finished reading the entire book. Oh man. I think I am going to grow real fat. Sheesh. I felt so bloated after that. "Stomach full of detergent," my mum said. Haha. Yeah. I remember, Coke is a liquid so strong that it can be used to wash the toilet bowl. Haha. I drank so toilet-washing detergent. I cannot believe that. Eurgh.

I have not written the gan2 xiang3 or what they call "Why you tui1 jian4 this book." thing-o. Sigh. I think it is going to be rather retarded though.

Sigh... I should stop sighing.

I know that I need to cheer up. 2h 20minutes to go. Yay! Yay... Heh heh. *Sobs*

I may seem very happy on the surface. But it is not really so. It's just a mask. A mask which I remove when I'm alone. It is suffocating me. I want to be free from it for one day, at least for one day, my birthday, the one special day when I can be myself. But I do not want to be the sad me. I want to be happy. What should I do? What should I choose? The mask, or the sadness? The real, or the unreal? The truth, or the bluff?

I'm suffocating.

SAVE ME

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:40 pm

Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

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