You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

Monday, June 12, 2006

Why! Why! Why!!! All you know is to ask me WHY??! Hey, people! It is my to ask you WHY! I am not a suspect. WHY are you interrogating me like one then? I am not a prisoner. WHY are you interrogating me like one then? I am not a criminal. WHY are you interrogating me like one then? WHY! All of you. My parents. My friends. My... never mind. Yes. You only go Why Why Why all day long.

My mother ask me about my friends. My friends ask me about my... my him. He ask me about my parents. Sigh. Just go and ask the people whom you concern personally then. WHY then. Why bother to ask me?

The worst of all is probably my mother. She asked about Hui Yu. Where does she live? Why does she went to travel so far to our house? Why must she have her parents come so far just to fetch her? Why did you move house from Bishan to Boon Lay, when the MOELC is right here, in Bishan? Why is she the middle child? HEY. Why are you keeping quiet? Why are you not answering me? Are you deaf or dumb? WHY WHY WHY! How the BLOODY hell would I know? You can just go ask her yourself if you're curious. What ridiculous questions!

Did you really think that I wanted to act as a deaf-and-dumb? Of course not. I gave up answering you. Ahh. The frustration. Is overpowering me. WHY huh. You want to know why. I'll tell you WHY! It's not just about Hui Yu. Every single person I mention, you probe... and probe... AND PROBE! It's like What the Hell??! Don't I even have a little privacy? Argh. Who called you just now? A friend. And you give me that irritated look. Of course I won't tell you the name. I'm scared of you. Even if I say it's the same person. You'll repeat all your questions all over again. Where does she live? Is she in your class? Why do you talk to her? Indeed. Why again! Ridiculous "W-H-Y"s. I hate them now. WHY WHY WHY. Yuck!

Of course, my mum spoke to me in Chinese.
为什么？
为什么？
为什么？
为什么？
为什么？
为什么？
为什么！！！！！！！
(Wei4 shen3 me4? Wei4 shen3 me4? Wei4 shen3 me4? Wei4 shen3 me4? Wei4 shen3 me4? Wei4 shen3 me4? Wei4 shen3 me4!!!!!!!) AHHHHHH! HELP!
哪来的这么多个为什么！
我又不是在拍<<十万个为什么>>！
(Na3 lai2 de4 zhe4 me4 duo1 gei4 wei4 shen3 me4! Wo3 you4 bu2 shi4 zai4 pai1 "Shi2 wan4 ge4 wei4 shen3 me4"!) HUMPH. Right, enough venting of my anger. Good night.

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:20 pm

Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

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