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I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty Monday, October 30, 2006
OMG. OMG. OMG. I just realised that we are actually going overseas!!! Yes, LITERALLY Over the Seas. Just in the next country. HAHA. I'm going to Genting for the umpteenth time! I swear that I know the place inside out. I have lost count on how many I had went there but I'm still very excited about going!!! 'Cos I'll really be dead bored if I'm to remain in Singapore for the rest of the 64 days!!! Sheng-enn, Hui-enn and Zhuo-enn coming along too! And my parents, of course! YAYYE. Genting. In November! Um, I forgot what date again!! We'll be away for three days! We're going to go to the arcade in the morning, the theme parks in the afternoon, eat like pigs at dinner, use the internet in the evening, and chat, read, fight and play cards all night! Whee!!! I hope it's real cold up there! ((((((: And my mum said that I'm a big girl now, she'll allow me even more freedom than the last time! I can go to the internet room alone!! YIPPEEE. I don't have to go there alone anyway, since there are three older brothers and sisters going with me!!! HAHAHA. I'm going Over the Seas. YAYYYYE. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:55 pm
I went for the Briefing for the FIT IN DEUTSCH 2 test. Internationally-recognised German test Level 2! SO COOOOOOL! I was late again. SIGH. It's just so true. The nearer the destination, the later I'll get there. I couldn't find my uniform. My printer was out of ink. My mum threw my shoes away, so I had no white shoes! I had no idea what notes we needed for the briefing. Gosh, I am soooo disorganised. Sorry, Mel. I forgot to tell you that and made you wait alone for... I have no idea how long. PAI SEH! But anyway, we were very... and I really mean VERY punctual. We reached the MOELC right on time. (: The Briefing was pretty fun. Frau Tan was indeed very amiable, and her jokes were really quite... lame?! HAHA. My partner for Oral for the FIT IN DEUTSCH 2 is Tracy. Aiya, that was so obvious. LOL! Oh, and Tracy stated the wrong test title on her cheque!!! So funny! Fortunately, the MOELC had registered for us in the first place! Imagine taking the Zertifikat-Deutsch which is meant for the Sec 4s! I was so relieved the FIT IN DEUTSCH 2 sample paper actually looked pretty easy! REALLY. I mean, as compared to the Zertifikat-Deutsch sample paper that Mel had sent to me, because I couldn't even understand what was written on the Z-D sample paper!!! GOSH, SCARY! Hm. My mum thinks I read too much. NO visiting the library for ONE MONTH. Arghhh. Like... helloooo?! Only one book a week. And I only spend one or two days a week reading! And that's your definition of... too much!! Ah. Oh, c'mon. It's the holidays! I'm going to be bored to tears without books! Gosh, how I wish I could just talk like that to my mum. Ah. Parents... ANYWAY! I sneaked to the Library today... with Mel and... her friend (AH. I forgot her name. Oh, never mind. :p)! YAYYE! Bishan Library totally rocks! Mel loves the circular shelves. HAHA. I didn't borrow any books, 'cos I'll be in darn big trouble if my mum sees it! BUT, the experience was wonderful. I just love the Library! Ah. Don't call me a freak. There's nothing wrong with liking a library! (((((: OH MY. Three days have barely past and I have already started to miss school life! Don't call me a freak, but I just seem to love those busy, cramped-up shedules somehow. And my schoolmates! And 2SY! It's just so fun, so fulfilling. Oh no. I miss the laughter of Eli, the sick jokes of Joey, the lian-ness of Krix, the lameness of Tracy, the high-ness of Mel, the squibbles with Hui Yu, the crankiness of Giam, the violence with... a lot of people, the lectures, the... everything! I miss everyone. And to imagine we still have 64 days to go! ): Yupp, and school life will be different without Joey, Dawn, and WeiTing next year. SIGH. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:32 pm
Friday, October 27, 2006
Argh. Bloody thumb! I mean, literally... Bloody! It was bleeding again. I hate the smell of blood. I think it stinks. ): Ok. Ah...... It's bleeding again!!! Gosh, I've finished Goodbye to Berlin yesterday, in like... one day?? I think I'm crazy. BUT. I can't update about it now. Ah. Bloody thumb. I'll update about it tmr then! BYE! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:34 pm
Last day of school!! A lot of Secondary Schools had their last day yesterday! Not fair! Prize-giving Ceremony. It was boring. The audience were rowdy. LOL. No offence, but the cheers sounded a little scary from our seats and also from the stage. (: The Top in Higher Chinese prizes were so exaggerating. I got 5 Chinese books just for 1 prize. Like... wow!? Compared to one or two books for the other subjects? Gosh, I think I'll die reading! In addition, I have to read one other book to prepare for next year's yue du ce yan, if I didn't remember wrongly. Well, I'm going to have a real busy Chinese-y holiday, I guess. :p 2GY's tribal dance was still so wonderful! And Happy Feet Tap Dance! I feel like watching Happy Feet! Anyone else wants to watch? (= Yuck yuck yuck. We were still hyperventilating over strawberry jam, bread, and strawberry-flavoured pocky sticks. Sick. If you don't know what I mean, go and figure out yourself. I am not be accused of polluting your innoment minds. xD Farewell to Ms Heng! I loved the cute little cartoon of her on the flags! Awwww... 38 years of service. I wonder if I'll ever be able to achieve that. I can't stand staying at one place. BAHH. Orchard. Giam said that she couldn't come with us because... she needs to go for a haircut. like o.O???? Sheesh. Haha. I think I looked like a real nerd, walking around Wisma, Taka and Cine with Chinese books. So, I tried to stuff as many of them into my bag as possible until my bag was bulging. Still, I had to carry two books in my hands. SIGH. May, Natalie, Michelle, Dawn, Joey and I played Uno for very very long at Burger King. So lame. Then Tingfang, Deb and Eli joined us. Wahaha. Thank you Joey for the fries! And how much exactly do I still owe you? I really don't remember. And, Eli. How was your Guitar lesson today? I haven't been practising my Guitar! I think I'm so going to die next Wednesday. Ah. I'm such a lazy girl. :p Aha. Joey and I watched The Guardian. It was pretty cool! Hm. I don't think I need to summarise it because you guys can go and read the summaries on movie pages by yourselves!! Don't be lazy! Oh, and I should say that it was not very suitable for people who are whiney about sexual stuff being mentioned, even though it was only PG. I love the part towards the ending. It was so emo. So touching, sad. Yet, I started hyperventilating when Jackson said, "Life is all about choices." Heyy! That's my philosophy!! And that was the whole point of the movie! Joey, you see!!! I'm right. Life is all about choice. Choose right, be happy! Wheeeeee. Choice, choice, choice, choice, choice! Ah.. HAHA. And... What happened in the cinema? It's a looooong story. So... Secret. :x But anyway, Joey, your hand was sooooo cold! Are you that stressed? And this is so crappy. I knocked my finger against the shoe rack and my left thumb was bleeding like crazy. The cut is underneath the fingernail. How wonderful... Ha, I guess I've another reason not to practise the Guitar. It is possible to, because I don't have to use the left thumb, but I'm just lazy. So forget it. But the sad thing is, I love the piano more! AND. I can't play the piano with an injured left thumb. This is so far worse that the blue-black on my right thumb. Gosh, how come both my thumbs are getting injured in a matter of days? Sheesh, I guess it's just bad thumbs week for me. LOL! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:07 pm
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Thursday. Today! HAHA. Tuition day! No, I didn't go for Tuition lessons. I gave tuition! Actually, it's no big deal because I do that regularly, but! Today, I gave 8 hours of Tuition! Like, OMG. A full working day! It's to make up for the missing lessons during our mugging period for our EoYs. Ahaa. I'm so proud of myself. And I think I'm starting to feel a little retarded talking in kiddy-ish language and doing P1 and P2 work for the whole day. I need to code-switch. And I cannot teach English! Ah. My English sucks. Benson was extremely hyperactive, it's so difficult to coach him. Bellbell was much better. See, girls are definitely more disciplined!! (((((: I read half of Goodbye to Berlin while the kids took their breaks! Ain' t I pro? Whee. I'm getting ego. I'll update on it when I finish reading it, and that'll be tmr, or Saturday. (: Sigh. Dawn, Joey and Wei Ting's last day in SC tomorrow! Ah. The year is passing toooooo fast. I'm watching the Guardian tomorrow!! Wheeee! It's 140 minutes long!! Gosh. Plus the advertisements, it'll be like 2h 45 minutes?! I think we had better go into the cinema late trm! I don't want sores on my bottom for sitting too long!!! AHHH. Gave up hopes on watching An Inconvenient Truth because after this movie, I'll be so terribly broke! Whoops! I realised that I presently have $8 for a movie and only $2 for lunch tomorrow??? Gosh, I guess I'll need a loan from my parents then. :( Maybe I should give more tuition then. It's really fast cash to earn from kiasu parents. No more slacking! And I wonder whether Goethe-Institut has received the cheque? Will they still accept me as a new candidate for the Fit In Deutsch 2 test? Oh no. I have to stop worrying. STOP! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:11 pm
Oooh! I haven't blogged for two whole days. I can't believe it, since we are supposedly ever-so-free recently. Okay, Tuesday. Sheng-enn, Hui-enn, Zhuo-enn and I went to Marina. (: Marina is so big, and we kept getting lost. HAHA. We are so blurr, with such poor direction sense, and to think that we are 20, 18, 16 and 14. Ahaha. All even numbers. Maybe even-numbered ages add up to blur people. LOL. I'm getting lame. GOsh, I love Sakae Sushi! Wheee. We ordered so many Fried Tofu that the waitress thought we were crazy. Wahaha. But it's so nice!!! AH. And I had a free lunch AGAIN. Aw. There's not supposed to be any free lunch under the sky (Literal translation. LOL!). I feel bad! I don't care, next time Wednesday. One word: BORING. I was almost bored to tears during the I & E Training. Joey said that that was her second time attending that course. Me? First timer, and I was already so bored. Poor Joey... And I really think that the instructor was either blind and deaf or just couldn't-be-bothered. He didn't even say anything when Roxanne and I played Bingo! and after that, turn over (with backs facing him!! So bold, ain't we?) to eat (Me only. HAHA.) and play Hangman with Sasha. Gosh. I'm so super rebellious. But I guess I'm much better now than when I was a P6. No more truancy! (: Report books! Oh crap! I really can't take BIG exams. My CAs really pulled my marks up by A LOT. And, the remarks by Ms Chua was like... 100% Negative. Like o.O? Sigh. This is the first year I'm receiving real negative remarks. What's happening to me? Am I really that bad? Some people say that it's just because she didn't like me, that's why... No PL and totally negative comments. Sigh. If it's really so, then I'm really unlucky. :/ Anyway, a lot of people received weird remarks, but not me! Phew. I won't understand a single bit of it if she gave me real "cheem" quotes. Photographs! Yayyye! I love taking photographs. HAHA. We were so Zi Lian on Wednesday. So funny! Whee. I love my friends. I think you're the only people that keep me alive. SERIOUSLY. After the Prize-giving rehearsal which I felt extremely redundant to be there. Like what's there to rehearse about going up on stage and shaking hands and saying thank you and bowing to the audience?? Oh, what was I saying? Oh, after the rehearsal, I went to sit on the Spiral Staircase and drew the part of the school in front of the courtyard. Colour pencils!!! And I used only four colours! Just realised how dull our school is. Only four colours. o.O! LOL. And my parents argued over how I should have done my drawing when they saw it. Sigh!! Thta's why I so resent doing art work at home. You see, you get more noise than work done. That's the problem of having differents types of artists at home. :p It was pouring like crazy after that, fortunately, my neighbour was somewhere nearby and he came to pick me up!! Wheee. I love VWs! (: Whoops. It's dinner time. I'll continue later! BYE! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:21 pm
Monday, October 23, 2006
Wahaha. Talentime was so funny. 2GY's tribal dance was so cool! I think they really put in a lot of effort, along with all the props and so on. They won anyway. HAHA. Congrats! Kristabelle could not stand the Ah Lian from 1GR. LOL. She is so not lian, why is she trying to destroy herself by acting lian?? Sigh. And yes, I agree, she's too fat for a lian. She's fatter than me!!! Aha. I sound so mean. But it's true, I can't stand her either. Giam literally "saved" us. She wore bright red!! Oh... my Gosh! I love the mickey and minnie ears, so funny. And I was the only one having white ears. LOL! I was giggling so much that I couldn't even sing. I wonder how it feels like to see two gleaming swords coming down upon you, and yet you are not allowed to move or dodge. Mel, how does it feel to lie on stage and get dissected? HAHA. The dancers are good. (: I think we rock. Yayye! Colours and Style. The instructor was pretty lame and even... sick. Haha. I don't know how many times I yawned and went off focus. I just lost count. :p High. High! Higher!!! HAHA. I'm so high today! I love Sudoku! (: I got Top in Higher Chinese. My mum was so happy!!! That's the only subject I failed to get an overall A1 for and I topped it!!! LOL!!! How ironic. Okayye, I need to save up some money. I'm utterly broke but I feel like going shopping!! Maybe window-shopping will fulfil my desire. :] xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:11 pm
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Yo! Wahaha. I can't sing Carmen. The new lyrics are fabulous but the song is still so high-pitched!!! Ah... I need to pitch myself. I think I am getting worse and worse at singing. Sigh. Anyway, Blogger is not working now. BAHH. So I will just have to post this later. Why are things just not going my way now??? AHHHHHHH... I can only scream here. x( Yesterday. Some bloody person called me at 7am in the morning. Like helloooo? Mind you look at your clock before you call!!! Rawr. Oh, Xuanxuan came to my house again!! Yayyeness! I love her initials, Xxx. So cute!! AhHaha. I was so amused by her mispronounciations. "Way me wan mee!" She meant "Wait me want mee!" So funny. And she pronounces her own name as Xianxian (salty). Reminds me of Giamgiam (salty!!). And smses as asses!! 'Cos I was sms-ing Joey. HAHA. She said, "Yoey likes asses." :p And also, "Me wan poot (food or faeces??? '_'lll )". Very confusing. Wheee. I don't what I'm talking about. I'm just so high. I guess I was like that too when I was her age. Yak, yak, yak-ing away non-stop... She never seems to get tired. It's so fun to play with her, especially the smashing of the bathtub water!! I love my raincoat. HAHAHA. I'm getting lame. I was wearing a raincoat while bathing her again!! HAHA. Yayye. I feel like a two-year-old now. (: Oh yea, For dinner, ZE, Xx, and I went out to eat in McDonald's. Xx was making so much noise, because she want mee, not french fries. LOL. There were these aunties who were supposedly "whispering", I tell you their voices were so loud, I bet people can hear them from miles away! They were stupidly pointing at us and saying that Xx looks like a 2-year-old, but ZE and I don't 18 yet. Like WTFH!! Stupid one-track minded people. How can they get so crude and sick??! YUCK. Why can't they shut their big fat flappers up? Can't they hear Xx calling "gor gor" and "jie jie"?? Stupid deaf people. BAHH. I haven't paid for the Goethe-Institut thing and the due date was... 16 October??! Oh, crap! How now? Should I just send the check and pray that they'll accept it? My teacher have not contacted me and I'm ponning on Friday!!! But I don't think I'll be able to pass the test anyway!!! AHHH. I hate dilemas. HAHA. And I exceeded my sms limit when barely half the month's bill had passed. o.O xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:59 pm
Friday, October 20, 2006
Hello! The haze reached unhealthy range right in the beginning of the day!!! And it started raining the moment I got to the bus stop at about 6.50am?? We haven't had rain for so long. I hope it rains tomorrow again. Clear the haze, please, rain (water, not the singer, thank you) !! It's getting on my nerves. I think I'm going to die from lung cancer. TOUCHWOOD! No Games' Day!! Ahaha. 'Cos of haze, lame lorh! So, we played Pai 7 and practised for Talentime for the whole school day. I'm in Soprano. Sounds so wrong. HAha. Cheryl didn't know that I can sing. Like hellooooo. I can sing, okayye! I was in choir (Primary One and Two??! But it was Soprano One!! HAHA.) And stop asking me why. 'Cos I'm born like that??! "Hickory Dickory Dock! The mouse ran up the clock. The clock struck one and the mouse went down. Hickory Dickory DOck!" Gosh, this song is stuck in my head now and my mum was so irritated with me because I couldn't stop singing. xD Ewww.. I hate the Class Tee. It's so freaking uncomfortable. I bet it's double my size. :P Joey's splinter has not been taken out! I couldn't even see the splinter from outside. How to take out?? LOL. Sorry, Joey. Mackara! I won Cheryl once. Only once larh. Cheryl was so competitive, she said she must win me before she can go home. Lame! Of course, you'll win. I'm such an amateur at the game. Ha. Mel was so easily amused. HAha. Spent the whole afternoon talking to her and visiting the Bishan Library. She was so fasinated by the exhibits. So weird. HAHA. And we found out that one question that I asked her was actually answered by one of the exhibits!!! So coincidential!! LOL! Mostly Martha was sooo cool! I love Martha and Lina. It's so sad in the middle, and so touching towards the end. It's got a fairy tale ending though. There was a coda added, for comedy effect, I suppose. I highly recommend this movie!!! Oh, and there are parts which are not suitable for whiney, immature kids. (: The Italian men were funny and weird. And the movie sort of highlighted a point that many people thinks that Italian men were untrustworthy, for a reason I don't know. LOL! So cool! Yayye. I'm going out to watch Inconvenience Truth next Friday! I'm going to be a bad girl and pon German!!! Lalala. And Joey, I'm going to buy you a lily. That's the most I can afford!! (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:59 pm
Thursday, October 19, 2006
LOL! Someone is so lame, and wants me to mention her in my blog. Haha. I didn't know that she reads my blog, and I'm quite glad to know that she does. She even took note that I haven't mentioned her in my blogposts ever since 6th June!! Anyway, I'm not going to mention your name. You should know yourself when you read this! Be honoured that I remember you, and took the trouble to dedicate this post to you! Good luck! (: Jeez. I'm feeling ego (Flat meaning) again. And I realised that I had just messed up my pronouns!!! xD xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:54 pm
Well well well. The tessellation thing was plain boring. I drew a Barney-like man (The instructor called it a frog. Like o.O??) and a rooster. I'm refraining from saying "cock". 'Cos I don't want to talk cock. LOL. I think the co-instructor was so slow in using the computer. Fancy insisting to help when I said I don't need any. Some people are just so lame. I know I sound very mean to say that but it's a fact! SORRY. But I swear that I'm ten times faster than her!!! I have finished The Last of Mr. Norris!! Finished it within two days. I loved it!!! Ah... It's so so so so so nice. I like the Platonic love, if that is what you call, between Arthus Norris and William Bradshaw! It's full of ups and downs. The setting was in Berlin, Germany, during the political conflicts between the Communits, the Nazis and one other party that I forgot. That party wasn't important in the story anyway. Ah. It's just so nice!!. I dunno how other I should describe it. The ending was most amusing, written in a very unexpected way. You guys should read it!!! (: Sigh. Some people just don't deserve it. But what can we do? The world is just so crazy and unfair. I didn't get selected for PL. Never mind. Less points, but less work, obviously! You always PMS. You always ignore me, and you don't find it a fault. You said, I can't blame you for having mood swings. You said, it's just natural that I should empathise with you. You said, I should not blame you. And when I ignored you, you said, I was a self-centred and calculative old bitch. You said, you are a human, and humans have feelings. Oh, yes yes yes. You are a human. You have feelings. Right. What about me? Am I not a human? Do I not have feelings? When I am unhappy, am I not allowed to ignore you? xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:19 pm
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
OH GOSH. I CAN'T STAND THIS. HELMET ALERT! HOW COULD YOU GET INTO PEER SUPPORT? OH GASH. WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO? ARH. THIS IS SO CRAPPY. PALS, I THINK THE WORLD IS CRAZY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY SEE IN THESE PEOPLE. I SHOULDN'T BE CRITICAL. I KNOW THAT. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T DESERVE IT. CAN'T SOCIALISE. CAN'T TALK WITH SENSE. HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LEAD? YOU TELL ME, HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LEAD? GOSH. I CAN'T STAND THIS. I THINK I'M HAVING MOOD SWINGS, SERIOUS EXTREME ONES. I CAN'T STAND THIS WORLD. IT'S... JUST CRAP. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:44 pm
I won! I won! (: Haha. I'm sorry. Please don't read this post if you can't stand my egoness. (: I won. ZE, there's no point complaining. I used Germany, Spain, England, Portugal, whatever team. Any team! With all the different strengths and weaknesses of each player, I still beat you in the virtual soccer game!!! Lousy larh you. Stop blaming the computer or your French team. (: I'm so happy. Three days, I won 6 times. Oh, Face it. Wahaha. (: (((((((((((((: HAHA. I'm so ego. But I'm happy. (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:37 pm
Hello! Today was absolutely slack. Me, even-number register, had no need to take the super long test-cum-survey, which, according to Tracy, was spastic and pointless. Yes, great job. MOE chose our poor fellow classmates. The odd-number, every single one of them. Oh Great. Yer right... Can you imagine it? We sat down at 8am and played Pai 7 all the way to 3pm??! Oh gosh, Pai 7(Qi1) is so addictive, And I was rather vindictive. Ooh. It rhymes! Sheesh. I'm still dwelling on yesterday's 6-hour-plus Literature lesson. I want to play Pai 7 now. NOW! Ah. Guitar!! I learnt the remaining 4 strings today! Ain't I pro??! Haha. And this is just my second lesson!! And I'm assigned to learn Lesson 10! A piece that looked super complicated to me. Whee. I'm so proud of myself! I'm progressing fast! Yayye! Ahh... Egoness. (The FLAT meaning please, not other meanings intended. Thank you.) Seriously, I think I'm beginning to really appreciate life and think more about what I really am and what the others are. Yes, I do admit that I am not perfect. In fact, my character is so terribly flawed that I can't even stand myself sometimes. Egoness, Selfishness, Vengefulness, Meanness, Insensitivity, etc. I can't name them all. The list will go on forever. I'm sorry. Do forgive me for my misgivings. I love you all, my friends. (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:29 pm
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
6 plus hours of Unseen Literature. Gosh. I hate Unseen. Neither had I liked them, nor had I done well for them. The first time I had ever passed (by half a mark!!!) for an Unseen was the last test... The EoYs, after like 2 years??! o.O If I get Full Literature next year, I think I'm going to cry. And I'm quite positive that I WILL get Full Literature 'cos I don't think enough people would want to take Full History. Boohoo!!! I want Full History. Why is fate always so cruel?? What's wrong with History? It's better than Literature anyway. (I'm sorry for any Literature fanatics. That was my own opinions. Don't come and hit me.) I want Full History!!! History is so interesting. And you don't have to memorise everything. History rocks! ARH. :( The haze is really getting on my nerves. I hate it. Now, not only do I keep coughing when I'm walking home, I get scary bloodshot eyes. I was pratically watching Findet Nemo with one eye just now. The other eye was so irritated by the smoke and dust. ARH. Red. O ja!! Findet Nemo! It was hilarious! I don't mind watching it over and over again. Mel took notes. Like o.O! I appear to be such a lazy pig beside her. HAHA. I think I caught quite a lot of words. German is so nice! Like... It's GERMAN! Whee. My German teacher was sitting behind me. I didn't realise until towards the end of the show! Gosh. I must have been so blur. And I talked a lot during the movie!! Uh oh. I can't wait to watch Mostly Martha on Friday!!! :D xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:59 pm
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Haha. I changed the picture above 'cos I'm rather tired of the Mask already. I'll change my blogskin soon… when I’m feeling less lazy. I'm a lazy pig! :p xinying ploughed through her empty list at 3:17 pm
How does it feel to have so much to say, and yet you are not allowed to? How does it feel to keep so many secrets, that you think you are going to explode soon? How does it feel to yearn for one so much, yet you can't have the one? How does it feel to have so much to say, yet your pride keeps them all within you? How does it feel to feel down, yet no one is there to console you? How does it feel to wear a virtual mask and act all day? How does it feel when no one seems to understand or even know the real you? Do not tell me that you do not know. For then, I know, you are not only deceiving others, you are also deceiving yourself... xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:24 am
Hello! Friday was great! Bridge is so fun! And bluff! Why does Rachel like to reveal my cards so much? Do I look like a liar? LOL! Wheee. I love card games. You. Fuck you. Why do you care so much about marks and grades? Does the mere numbers measure above our friendship or... something else? You got higher than me anyway! I don't know what's wrong with you. Oh Fuck! Joey was ill. Get well soon! I was sitting beside her for the whole of Friday (school time. DUH!) and I didn't fall ill! HAHA. I think my immune system is up on its top form again! Yayye! I can't stand falling ill and I did twice in September! I feel like spilling out everything. All those secrets. But not here. Rest assured. My lips are sealed. I'm going to write everything down and burn them. Oh no! No burn! Argh. I hate the haze. Stop burning all those forests! I was coughing all the way home yesterday. Bad air. Yuck. It's intruding my respiratory system! I don't want my asthma again! I'll think of another way to let off steam then! (: I visited my grandma yesterday. She has a whole store (Note: Exaggeration intended.) waiting for me. She gave me a T-Shirt-shaped hand bag from Blum and Co., 11 ball-point pens, an antique-like calculator, a lot of plums and sour foodstuffs (She said it's for my mum and dad. They love sourstuff. I don't know why, and I hope you didn't get the wrong idea, ok!). I finished reading The House of Doctor Dee!!! I'll update on that later. HAha. I know I'm slow and I had said that I'll finish it on Thursday. Ok, I need to type out my reflections now. Hm... xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:13 am
Friday, October 13, 2006
Within one being, Best friends don't exist. Arch enemies don't exist. They co-exist. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 7:21 pm
Thursday, October 12, 2006
A-Damn good kisser B- Good all around person. C-You're wild and crazy. D- You have one of the best personalities ever. E-You have a nice ass F- People totally adore you. G- You never let people tell you what to do. H- You have a very good personality and looks. I- You get hyper easily. J- Everyone loves you. K- You like to try new things. L- You live to have fun. M-Success comes easily to you. N- You are absolutely beautiful. O- You're an awesome person. P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- Sexy! S- Easy to fall in love with. T- You're loyal to those you love. U- You really like to chill. V- You are not judgemental. W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let people tell you what to do. Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for. Z- You're a little too hard to find. - Hence, i am C-You're wild and crazy. (YEAH!) H- You have a very good personality and looks. (xD) E-You have a nice ass. (LOL!!) N- You are absolutely beautiful. (HAHAHA. I trust you!) X- You never let people tell you what to do. (So true!) I- You get hyper easily. (When am I not hyper? *scratches head*) N- You are absolutely beautiful. Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for. (...) I- You get hyper easily. N- You are absolutely beautiful. (HAHAH. Third time!) G- You never let people tell you what to do. (YES.) - grabbed from Wan Yi Darn, this thing makes you feel good. :D xinying ploughed through her empty list at 7:15 pm
Hello there again. Yesterday. Results was just yucky. It was pretty disappointing, but that is not the main point. I was so pissed off when the teacher not only refused to add just 1 mark for this friend (absent yesterday) so that she can pass her test, but even asked me in a very nonchalant way why I was so concerned about it when it's not even my paper. Oh how I wished I could have just smacked her! ARGH. I was so annoyed that I couldn't be bothered to ask for more marks for myself. Like, what the ****! Anyway, guitar lesson sort of cheered me up. I was so amused by the teacher's unintended jokes. Haha. I learnt the 1st and 2nd strings, skipping the whole part of 3 lessons on basic theory for score reading and whatsoever. The teacher seems to have very high expectations and made me play 3 songs during that first lesson. Oooh. I loved Ode to Joy! But it's super fast, I couldn't keep up. xD - Today. Haha. We sort of slacked a lot today. The movie Coach Carter was so cool and touching! Loved it. And Joey was so funny. She was like so anxious and stressed up, just watching it. I couldn't help laughing. Can you imagine if she was watching a live match?? HAHAHHA. I can't wait to get my German results tomorrow. No hope, no disappointment. That's what I had learnt the moment I got back my History results. There are so many lessons to be learnt. Oh, and talking about History! Fate likes to kid us. I score well in a subject that I hate so much to study. Sigh! BUT~! I'm going by my interest!!! I have decided. Although Geography is the best of my Humanities subjects, I have chosen to reject it and take up a Full Subject of my worst ---> Literature. It's better to score okayye or badly for a subject that you like, than to force yourself to study and score well in a subject that you hate! (: HAHAHAHA. I'm prepared to die anyway. Triple Sciences. Full Literature. Elective History! HAHAHAHAH. I think I'm so weird, choosing this Combination. Erm. That's about it. I don't want to elaborate anymore. I'm getting lazy. Oh someone, hit me. >D xinying ploughed through her empty list at 6:39 pm
Philosophy: Life is all about choice.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Philosophy: Life is all about choice. I wish not to talk about results, for it wearies me, and you say it wearies you... It is a wonder how human brains work. Why do I get such horrendous results? Why do I not reap what I sow? Why was I unable to meet my target? Why do I always feel that there is not enough time? Why am I unhappy? Why can't I just be contented? Why do I seem to be the worst of all my classmates? Why? Indeed, why? Why are humans the most intelligent creatures on earth, and yet we cannot solve these problems? The fact it that; we can choose the way we think. We think we can't; but in actual fact, we really can. We choose the way we think. We choose to brood over unnecessary worries, such as results. We choose to be unhappy and cry over what we call bad results. We choose to say that our marks were low. We choose to whine and announce our failures. We choose to feel unfortunate. We choose to say that we are sad. But why so? It is all our choice. And since it's our choice, why do we not choose to stay happy? Why do we not choose to smile? Why do we not choose to view our poor results as a motivation to work harder for the next test? Why do we choose to sulk and call ourselves stupid? In doing so, we really then are fools. Indeed, the world is full of "Why"s. Yet, life is all about choice. We may not choose our fate. However, we can definitely choose our attitude. Choose right. Choose wisely. Choose to smile! In fact, I really am tired of all the "I cannot"s people put forth to me, diminishing my scarcely remaining optimism. Will someone just tell me and spur me on with an "I CAN!"? xinying ploughed through her empty list at 7:19 pm
Monday, October 09, 2006
I cut my hair today. It's very very short now. o.O **** those high-ranking staff. Why do they care about your hair so much? :( I loved walking! LOL! We walked a few rounds in Harbourfront, and then from J8 to Bishan Park, and then a few rounds in the Park! Walk walk walk. Gosh, my legs ach now. HAhaa. I think I'm so weird sometimes. xD We met Hannah and co. and a lot of SC girls at the new Vivo City in Harbourfront. Haha. So funny! (: Haagen Dazs! I loved the New York Brownie today! Mmmmm... Oh no. It's Tuesday tomorrow. We're getting back our results. Sigh! I have decided to go back to the MOELC on Friday to collect my German results. I don't care if it's a Black Friday, 'cos it's on the 13th!! The test was taken 2 weeks ago, and collecting it on any other day won't make a difference to it. It'll just be as bad. I shouldn't be so supertitious. (Or should I? Oh no. I'm turniong indecisive. :/) I want to write a book... AGAIN. My English sucks, so my "novels" are really... Never mind. So, should I write it in Chinese? OR GERMAN? Haha. Sounds like a good way to polish my rusting German cells! (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:03 pm
Sunday, October 08, 2006
I love weekend visits to my grandparents! Haha. I sound like a Primary Two kid, 'cos that is what my little cousin always says. (: Many of my older cousins started dreading to visit their grandparents since they went to Secondary School, for a reason I still could not understand, although I'm definitely more rebellious than them in some ways. My mother and I went to visit my maternal Grandmother today. I loved her cooking. It's just so delicious! Especially her fried eggs and Chicken herbal soup! Yum yum! Haha. I think I talk about food all the time. I'm such a greedy pig. x) Anyway, my mum decided to go to Hougang Point to shop after dinner, only to find that all the shops were closed. The Mall was almost empty. Only McDonald's, the NTUC, and one or two other shops were still opened. No more KFC, Kopitiam, and all other shops. What happened? Everything seemed to be "For Lease". Never mind. Maybe they are having some mass improvements and renovations on the building. * "Books are the legacies that a great genius leaves to mankind, which are delivered down from generation to generation as presents to the posterity of those who are yet unborn." -Joseph Addison "There are worse crimes than burning books. One of them is not reading them." -Joseph Brodsky Books! The House of Doctor Dee by Peter Ackroyd is so weird. I think the name Ackroyd is so rare and unique. (: With Doctor John Dee, a real sixteenth-century sorcerer and astrologer, as one of its central figures, the author managed to create a modern tale, a fiction, that is so unusually grappling. Please tell me if I'm using the wrong adjectives. I do have a high tendency of misusing adjectives. Anyway, back to The House of Doctor Dee, I am pretty amused by the Matthew's (the main character) paranoid behaviour, although I admit that I'm not familiar with the setting in London and I'm rather confused by all the road names. xD Haha. I had just finished reading Chapter Two. There is still a long way to go! Yayye! "I did have a chess-board with a little bag of leather for my men: these I would advance from square to square, reminding myself of my own history up to that time. I knew then, as I picked up my ivory pieces and stroked them a little with my forefinger, that monarchs and bishops would be as nothing to one who could predict their movements." - Doctor Dee, The House of Doctor Dee Yes, I love this comparison. Chess! The world is like a chess-board. Life is like playing chess. It involves sacrifices to achieve what you want. Life is unpredictable and priceless. One wrong move can cost us everything. We should treasure life and play it with careful consideration and not act on pure impulse. (: I hope to complete this novel by Thursday! Books utterly rock! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:58 pm
Karl Ernst Adolf Anderssen (July 6, 1818 - March 13, 1879) was a famous German chess master, one of the most renowned of the classic masters of 19th century chess. He had a long and distinguished chess career, at times considered the leading player in the world, and world famous for his sparkling play even today. Anderssen was not a chess prodigy; his progress was deliberate. He was celebrated as well for two of his casual chess games, the Immortal Game (1851) and the Evergreen Game (1852), in which he was victorious through combinations involving heavy sacrifice of the pieces. Anderssen once played the curious initial move of 1. a3 in a match against Morphy, and this opening move is now referred to as "Anderssen's Opening." Anderssen's greatest chess achievement came late in his life, when he won Baden-Baden 1870, the strongest tournament ever held up to its time. He finished first ahead of his old nemesis Steinitz, as well as the great players Neumann and Blackburne. The Deutsche Schachzeitung ( i.e. = German Chess Magazine) noted his death in 1879 with a nineteen page obituary. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adolf_Anderssen [edited]) Whee. I so love Wiki. Okay, gotta go now. BYE! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 2:33 pm
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Whee! I went to Causeway Point today with my mother, his mother and him! Shopping! I bought this orange-striped Polo Tee. ORANGE! Yayye! He bought a pink-striped one. Eh... like pink??! Never mind. Oh gosh. My mum was so damn... She kept telling his mother that I need a new bra and so we have to shop for bras. Like o.O?!!!!!! How retarded can mothers get? Argh. I was so embarassed. ARGH!! Well, I ate A LOT, my own share and a bit of everyone else's share. Yum yum! I love Herbal eggs, cheese fries, Hotis, etcetera. Oh gosh. I think I'm seriously turning into a pig. x( Anyway, I visited the library and shocked them by borrowing 4 thick, very thick books. haha! I think I'm a little too ambitious. Doubt I can finish reading all of them within 3 weeks. I'll be so carried off playing. (: Oh yeah, and I'm set on finishing the book that I got as a prize last year. I'm going to finish it within 1 month?! LOL! xD I'm doing up a new book list. I LOVE BOOKS! wheee! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:33 pm
Friday, October 06, 2006
OMG. How can I forget to mention this! 3rd October was Germany's national day! Woohoo. Okay, I had said that I will not harp on the exams, that's why I forgot to mention this. During that ultra-sucky Math paper, I was thinking about how the Germans are celebrating their Reunification Day (What wrong timing to think about such things. xD). HAha. How I wish I was in Germany and not doing that stupid Math Paper!!! Ah. Germany! Anyway, I think I have gotten myself into hot soup. The Goethe-Institut test is so going to kill me! I was so shocked by its super LONG format and I only half understood the 30-minute long sample listening compre. Oh no!!!! HELP! I'm definitely going to fail it. My optimism is already failing me now. :( Oh. I watched World Trade Center today. I admire Will's ability to joke even when he was trapped in the rubble. There was this guy in the theater who laugh so loudly and made coarse remarks. Sheesh. He was wearing his school uniform, but I shall not name the school. Sigh, guys.... Anyway, thousands died, less than 20 were pulled out. Will and John were numbers 18 and 19. Aww... 911 has not only impacted the people whose loved ones died in the tragedy, it has impacted the whole of America, and even the whole world. Good prevails. We should hold on to hope at all times. Gosh, the movie was so touching at the end. I almost cried!! x) Heh! Xuanxuan is abusing my piano now. I think she is so going to be a talent, being so interested in the musical instrument. Ha! I don't know what I'm talking about. :p Oh yeah! Talking about musical instruments. Confirmed! I am having my first Guitar lesson next wednesday! Yayye! German next Friday! YAYYE!!! Life's great! And I pray that the checking of marks on tuesday and wednesday ain't going to spoil that! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:48 pm
Thursday, October 05, 2006
266th post!!! You Are 90% Psychic
So cool! Your Five Factor Personality Profile
So true man! I think I'm a little too positive sometimes. (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:47 pm
HELLO! Sweet Cousins, please read the following announcement. [Official announcement] I am officially freed today. I, CxY, hereby declare that the ban on the use of internet is thoroughly lifted. Hence, whether it is your kind intentions or evil contemplation, please kindly stop reporting, especially my sweet little cousins. Thank you for your care and concern, and I am seriously trying to conceal my wrath! *evil smile* [/Official announcement] YES. It's over! It's officially over! FINALLY. Oh. Emanicipation! Freedom! Liberation! Manumission! (Disclaimer: A little exaggeration. Please do not misinterpret.) :) Yayyeness!!!! Chinese was not as bad as I thought it would be. It's even better than History and Math! Wheeee! I don't care if I get a good grade for that. The point is, I completed it! A beautiful full-stop to the freaking EoYs! I don't know what I'm talking about. But Yayye! I miss German. Argh. I want to resume German lessons immediately. And I mean it, immediately! I can't imagine how I am going to live for two months without German. x/ I have been daydreaming quite a fair bit these few days (skiving while I was supposed to mug. :p). I want to go to Munich! Germany. And Vienna and Paris! How artistic. Yes yes. It's going to be quite an experience to set foot the lands that famous musicians, composers, artists, once walked on!!!! And Brighton! Ah. Cousin! A bit of fun facts from Wiki: "Brighton has a substantial LGBTS community." LGBTS community = Lesbian, gay, bisexual and transsexual community! It is often referred to as the gay capital of Britain. o.O Cousin, protect yourself till I see you again, okayye?! See (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/southern_counties/4546976.stm). There are so many things that I want to do. Learn the guitar, teach my mother to use the computer, learn new piano pieces, play, go out, kayak, work (jobs. not assessment books! xD) , sleep, chat, slack, read books! Now, that's real life!!!!!!! (((((: Yawns. My eyelids are drooping. Heyy! How can I be tired now? I napped for 3 hours the moment I got home!!! I think I have been getting tired very easily these few days. Does doing LONG LONG papers tire you out faster than vigorous physical activities? Hmm... Maybe. YAWNS!!!!!!!! ooh. Supper's out! BYE! Gosh, I'm such a pig. xO xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:13 pm
FREE-DOM! LIBERATION!
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
I shall not harp on the horrifying test papers. They will only make me feel even worse. I am pinning no hopes on my ranking. I just hope for the best of all my subjects. *Prayers* Anyway, Friday night, Yoson, the Teochew little toddler came for a night. Oh my god. He's so cute! (: Ok, I have to admit that he doth carry the distinctive destructive traits of the family in identifiable excess, because he tore up all my rough paper, crushed my empty water bottle, etcetera. (: Gosh, I think I'm very heavily influenced by the MoV and some Geographical facts. EoYs suck!!!! On Saturday evening, Xuanxuan came!!! Awww... She's super darn adorable. One of my favourite (WHOOPS. Don't go reporting, or I'll squash you into pulp, Cousins!)! The lil' Monkey who messed up her lunch, protested when I read History facts to her, ignored my blackmails about giving her lunch to beggars just like the government giving the strikers' jobs to the Japanese PoWs (I was studying History then. I think I was being pretty lame. x]), splashed water in her bathtub and forced me to wear a raincoat so that I won't get wet, snatched all my food, bit my fingers when I fed her biscuits, etc!!! How eventful. Ah. Love her to bits! I think I had willingly forsaken History test to take care of her. xD She's two and is born in the year of MONKEY too! MONKEY!!!! Monkeys are destined to be adorable. (Egoness.) (: TODAY. FREEDOM is so close, yet so far. I watched Rob-B-Hood today. It's 2 hours plus. So long, right? The baby in the show was sooooooo cute!! Ok, I shall stop hyperventilating over babies. Anyway, it was quite a laugh when baby Matthew called the guy (I forgot his name but his surname is Gu) Mama! (: We went to ask for the Guitar course today! I'm going to learn the Guitar for the holidays!! Yayyeness! We celebrated my daddy's birthday. Had a wonderful dinner --> mooncakes. YUM YUM. BUT.... I'm feeling guilty. I agitated and quarrelled with daddy so many times. And I forgot to wish him Happy Birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Ah.... I'm such a lousy daughter sometimes. Sorry, daddy. :/ 9 down, 1 more to go! Chinese tomorrow. I pledge to do my best and try to finish it!! Wheee. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:24 pm
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