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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty you only have to answer to yourself
Friday, August 28, 2009
workout, play, heart-to-heart talk. things that brighten me up all happened today! yayys (: i'm feeling philosophical again, because of all the inspirational people around me. omg HAHA (: just some food for thought, this is a quote from Oscar Wilde that really concurs with me at this moment: "Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live." (courtesy of jiaming) (: indeed, i'm getting really disturbed at how things are always done just because everyone else does it like that; and how we are expected to conform just because it's a societal norm. it simply doesn't make sense to me. i'm not asking others to change. i just want the right to do things my way. or is that too much to ask, for it'll require them to live with my ways? but then again, i'm not perfect. sometimes i'm so tired, i just want to stick it down and be "normal" for a bit. maybe i'm just trying too hard. maybe we're all trying too hard... elizabeth kept singing bare necessities. it sounds quite nice. i shall go search it (: Look for the bare necessities The simple bare necessities Forget about your worries and your strife I mean the bare necessities That's why a bear can rest at ease With just the bare necessities of life So just try and relax, yeah cool it Fall apart in my backyard 'Cause let me tell you something little britches If you act like that bee acts, uh uh You're working too hard And don't spend your time lookin' around For something you want that can't be found When you find out you can live without it And go along not thinkin' about it I'll tell you something true The bare necessities of life will come to you indeed, there are many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid that others might pick them up. We live in an age when too many unnecessary things have become our necessities. cheer up, my friend. did i mention that i was dedicating this post to you? remember, we still have each other whatever happens. and that's about all we need. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:48 pm
conquering happiness
Thursday, August 27, 2009
I'm in love with cute songs today! Here's another one:
我普通话太不通 怪小时候不用功 我喜欢你却不能沟通 情话在我心中却卡在喉咙 我普通话太不通 怪小时候不用功 我说广东话你听不懂 你(识听唔识讲啊姑娘) 你喜欢我不喜欢 为何你一见我就发呆 喜欢我不喜欢 为什么你都不说出来 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:05 pm
when forgiveness is the only way to go
i was a little freaked out today during math, cos mrs lim sounded a little harsh when she said "if some people think they are really smart and they don't have to listen, it's your problem. there's nothing i can do," or something along those lines. i got nervous pangs because it seems to apply to me. and there's always this nagging feeling that i've overestimated myself that comes after a stream of overconfidence. well, this time it announced its arrival imminently after i turned my whole world topsy-turvy. but that's no excuse. i need to get myself back in shape. on a lighter note, most things are beginning to look up, so i'm happy ((: pw was productive today, surprisingly. i managed to get everything done. well, everything essential, i guess. i'm leaving all the frills e.g. massive photo uploads and online coverage on trials, out first. wait till i'm in the mood for it again. which is... never? HAHA! then ms tan spent most of econs telling us about her "depressing" life and how spoilt her daughter is. she was really funny and seriously made us all want to be her daughter! omg (: haha. yifei just asked me whether i blog everyday. and i said: "i try not to?" LOL ok that was random. :p anyway, jiaming added on to the friendship quote in the previous post and i think it's really cool and funny: jiaming was really funny today during break and all our Smilin activated at that! then linying and i got really high just before chem prac, trying to manoeuvre through the alternating high and low pitches in 陶喆's《火鸟功》. super fun omg, i shall go sing now! 快都不能呼吸 电车上太拥挤 我有闻到毒气 是谁放了臭屁 赶着像只蚂蚁 没时间喝咖啡 每天八个会议 蹲在马桶透个气 我和你 都一样 像笨蛋 我要追 我要飞 超强火鸟功要出发 From Zero to Hero 我向恶魔 say no 我就是我自己的英雄 你有意见是吗? 我不是你的煎蛋寿司 我要追 现在要飞 我是superhero 终于快下班了 我头痛快爆炸 可爱的OL 一起吃饭好吗? Boss一声令下 今晚又要喝挂 约会只好取消啦 不会又要睡路边吧? 阴阳人 : 哈哈 哈哈 给你看看我的厉害吧 ! Hero : 可恶... 准备蓝光雷射炮 发射 ! 阴阳人 : 哈哈 那是没有用的 你逃不出我的魔掌 ! Hero : 给你看看火鸟功的厉害 火鸟功 变 ! this song is so cute right!! love it! (((: --- Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:51 pm
hanging in there together
i think what zhiyan said today was really meaningful and worth pondering over. he said that essentially we find 2 types of people revolving around us all the time: "they who lend you an umbrella in fair weather and ask for it back when it rains; and they who stand in the rain and hold out the umbrella for you." indeed, in times of need, there will always be people, whom you thought you could trust, who'd raise the white flag and retreat behind their facade of hypocrisy. and the blow comes worst, when your bff gives you that additional shove into the muddy grounds. but we mustn't be disheartened. because you'll be surprised, how you'll always find those whom you never thought you could rely on, actually reach out their hands in the storm, and take you in under their cosy brollies. i've been on an emotional roller-coaster these few weeks. to be honest, i was truly astonished to see that so many people remained on board behind me when i looked back. and i am especially grateful to all of you who actually gave a listening ear and provided me with really sound advice, or lent me a shoulder to cry on, or simply tried to cheer me up because there is really no way you can help me in reality. i want you to know that i saw your efforts; that as insignificant as they may seem, these little actions meant a lot to me and i really appreciated it. you guys really brightened my day and made this ride so much more manageable. hang in there, we'll hold out to the end together. there's no need to look down and wave at the people hopped off the kart for selfish reasons. because they will never know what it means to be a true friend. "The rain may be falling hard outside, xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:06 am
ballooning up
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
haha hi there again. gosh, this blog is really like my second home now. i'm getting too reliant on it to absorb all my melancholy and ardor firsthand now. but whatever. not like i can change that in the near future. oh and yunxi pointed out that i have a tendency to rattle, creating numerous run-on lines that eventually mount up to a full-length paragraph in, say, 2 sentences? haha! i'm so imba, ain't i? alright, so from now on, short sentences that will be. (: math tests today, i would say that they were pretty disastrous? the larger part of my lecture test was blank, and i can swear that i'll treat the whole clique to swensens if i actually passed it. HAHA! yes, it's that serious. what was infuriating was that i was able to complete the assignment with ease. like wth. but well, maybe that explains why it's only 1 percent in comparison with the lecture test lol. :p anyway, i'm not going to brood over it. it's over. and it'll blow over. (: gp lesson was really entertaining today! or at least the first part of it, with the role-playing. i pity joleen for being niao-ed again about her bf, when she talked about abortion. :p OH that reminds me, vanessa is getting a cake so that we can celebrate both yingyan and joleen's birthdays tomorrow! and russell specified that it should be "anything chocolate". HAHA!! then later he sms-ed bee for vanessa's number. i wonder why. is he going to try and make the cake special for yingyan? whoops. =x they are so going to get chaffed by the class tomorrow! (: public lecture on recombinant dna was fruitful. claudia and i talked a lot about dna labelling and processing and all that. and i was really glad to be able to relive all those fun memories at the zebrafish lab in imcb last year. wahha those were the times mann. and it really seems like it was just yesterday when we were toying with fish embryo, clumsily trying to remove its membrane and avoid hurting its fragile backbone with the syringe needles. i still remember toppling over the nemometer (or whatever it's called) when i ran past it to get the cells back into the freezer as fast as possible. plus long chuan made an elephant out of the glove. then the researchers found out and the whole group was punished and we had to sew buttons on lab coats lol. we left our legacy there with a red heart sewn behind one of the buttons. shhhh! HAHA! ah we should get back down to the labs one day. i love it. <3 anyway, prof lim was hilarious. and he managed to keep us entertained, although he overshot by 20 minutes. (: i would really remember his AAAAAA (pronounced as ahhhhhh) and bouncy head movements for a very long time. ((: pw. we played the guinea pigs in the bee, wan chu, yifei and nicole's board game trial. it was honestly quite fun. and chengyan was the funny one. she actually insisted on playing to the end, when everyone has left, cos she was winning lol! hmm, maybe i should consider being an entertainer next time? (: slacked around after school for more than 4 hours, glued to the same spot, playing _____. i'm really amazed how claudia and i can be telepathic, to the point that we know whether we are partners to each other right from the beginning of most games (((: and it's fun whether we are partners or not, because it's either we cooperate super well as partners or we laugh like nutters trying to counter each other's moves. HAHA. wan chu is seriously addicted, she came back around 3 times to see us play and was really late for her cca because of this! tsk tsk! :D the girls left really fast though. then oh yea. i managed to win 1 round against the guys today! and it actually came as a surprise, because i was still in the process of realisation when dewei pointed it out to me lol! yes i've to admit that the guys are really good at this (yifei and dewei even managed to double. like omg. haha.) and i've still got a long way to go before i can get to that kind of calibre. alright, i shall start by trying to memorise? :p oh i digged at linying so much during break today. whoops, hope you didn't mind! i was in a complete scoffing mood today (: had a great time talking to bee after that. really love how we always decide spontaneously to go out! it really brightens up my day. and i never get enough of these chat sessions! already thinking of when the next one will be now (((: i'm officially a _______ addict. we should just name ourselves 7 jokers. no more 7 juliet (: heard this song on 我要唱下去 today: 气球 -- Peggy Hsu 黑的白的红的黄的 紫的绿的蓝的灰的 你的我的他的她的 大的小的圆的扁的 好的坏的美的丑的 新的旧的各种款式各种花色任你选择 飞的高高越远越好 剪断了线它就死掉 寿命短短高兴就好 喜欢就好没大不了 越变越小越来越小 快要死掉也很骄傲 你不想说就别再说 我不想听不想再听 就把一切誓言当作汽球一般 随它而去 我不在意不会在意 放它而去随它而去 汽球 飘进云里 飘进风里 结束生命 汽球 飘进爱里 飘进心里 慢慢死去 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:10 am
sleep reject
Monday, August 24, 2009
i really shouldn't be doing this, because i'm only about halfway through math; and integration and vectors happen to be my worst topics in a and e math last time. =x even if i don't mug, i should at least be catching some sleep, so that my brain can function tomorrow. but i seem to be trying to tire myself out subconsciously, so much so that i won't be able to muster the slightest bit of energy to think about anything negative, which really isn't very healthy. but, oh well. anyway, so many things happened in our favour today. apart from econs lecture test in which i wrote so little that i doubt it'll warrant any substantial marks, ms yang took mc so we had a free bio period, and a perfectly-timed power failure claimed us 40 minutes of gossip time during gp. chem and econs lecture were fine, given that i managed to stay contented with work and smile as per normal(: commserve was fun. little sean gave me a lecture on zombies and their red eyes lol. but i'm glad that we managed to get him to complete his work after much coaxing. then phuong ha and i went to fetch the 6 little imps from school. the kids are really handful but it's a joy to see them. they are... i won't say uncorrupted but they are always so carefree, and you can really forget all that's on your mind and laugh your hearts out when you're with them. it's a pity i won't be seeing them until september holidays. met up with zhiyan after that. was supposed to mug math but we ended up playing walking around j8 and making a fool of ourselves. i think the brown and pink dung at mini toons are so cute. maybe i'll get one for each of us one day. he'll get the pink one! :p mann, i was surprised that the layout of so many shops looked different =x he really opened my eyes to many things today, and it's a wonder how i didn't notice all the changes in j8 yesterday. alright, i really should force myself to hibernate now. bye. --- 发现自己其实脆弱不敢说 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:47 pm
when the agony doesn't halt
sunday. a day i assigned to study math AND econs. but it didn't work out the way i wanted it to. it probably turned out to be the exact opposite of what i expected. well, almost. i slept at around 3am to do econs notes after pouring my sorrows into the bottomless well of my blog, thinking that i can sleep for, say, 12 hours? then wake up fresh and energised, rid of all negative thoughts and all ready to slog through the remainder of my unfinished work. but fate has a way of toying with people, making you look like a complete fool in front of all your aspirations and goals. i woke up at 8+ in the morning with a serious headache, as if i was having a hangover from the night before. the searing pain. it seeped through me, so hard, so ruthless, i couldn't differentiate whether it was in my head, or in my heart. shopping at j8 was not much of a help. my mum was very much disappointed at my disinterest but i really couldn't care less. the trip went by as a blur, and i guess the only fruitful thing that came out of it was that we managed to replenish our groceries. oh well. i entered bishan park. slowly i took a step forward on the empty tar route. then another, and another. as i jogged, a wet spot appeared on my right sleeve. then another on my hand towel, and another. and it really surprises me what i can do to myself, sometimes. faster and faster the raindrops fell. i picked up pace as the drizzle got heavier. i know not after how long, i emerged from the water curtain; my face drenched not so much from the rain, but from lacrimation. 7pm. i was here, drowning myself amidst deafening tunes of 失戀無罪. i'm dying to get completely wasted. and put my studies up on the laundry. 失戀無罪 -- A Lin 我忍住眼淚 我尊重眼淚 孤獨萬歲 誰保證一覺醒來有人陪 我對於人性早有預備 還不算太黑 一個人崩潰 並不是在犯罪 无重力 -- Wilber Pan 画面不动了 情歌不唱了 爱情的重播键明明一直按着 什么原因 让时间停了 在伤心的尽头被停格 电梯不动了 爱也停止了 可是坠入的感觉怎么还在呢 热闹的街道还在狂欢着 为何我却孤单 飘浮着 无重力腾空 慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞 没知觉的伤痛 飘荡的心 却摔得更重了 我爱你 你爱我 是不是 还不够 我不懂 为什么 付出的 全落空 粉身碎骨的我 不受控制的手 还能抓住什么 我爱你 你爱我 算不算 是承诺 全世界 都沉默 没声音 的嘶吼 无重力爱坠落 最缓慢的折磨 只剩遍体鳞伤的我 撑到最后 我不難過 -- Stephanie Sun 我不难过 这不算什么 只是为什么眼泪会流 我也不懂 就让我走 让我开始享受自由 回憶很多 你的影子也会充滿我生活 我並不懦弱 你比谁都懂 虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的寬容 i'm finding it much easier to blog about previous days. it's like it's so far away but the memories remain so clear, i need to get it off my chest. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:01 pm
Now all our memories, they're haunted
Sunday, August 23, 2009
i know this is my third post today. i shouldn't be spending so much time on my blog but i feel the need to say this. but i can't seem to say this to anyone. at least not now. Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even without fists held high, yeah Never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And i want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But i want you to move on So i'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But i know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry Started with a perfect kiss Then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that i love you so I love you enough to let you go But i want you to move on So i'm already gone I'm already gone I'm already gone You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone Already gone There's no moving on So i'm already gone and i'm officially haunted. i was listening to zhuo-enn's ipod just now, and it kept stalling at this particular line. when i gave up and tried listening to another song, it shut off automatically. then my w910i restarted itself when the exact same line played on 91.3. and again towards the end of the song. it was still the same line. i switched my phone off in horror. now when i saw it on linying's blog, i kept getting this dejavu feeling. like omg. i know all these are purely coincidental but i can't help thinking that it's hinting at me. that i should let go. because no matter how much i dreaded it, denied it and delayed it; deep inside, i know; someone's gotta go. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:52 am
we need to be ouchmasters
Saturday, August 22, 2009
we just had public speaking workshop and i learnt: that there are times when i'll be unable to force out a smile. and that that can happen at the most crucial moment. when all eyes are on me. this has never happened before. i'm in utter shock. i'm not the me anymore. in a nutshell, i'm losing control. I need some motivation. Bring it all back now S 7 Club Don't stop, never give up Hold your head high and reach the top Let the world see what you have got Bring it all back to you Hold on to what you try to be, your individuality When the world is on your shoulders just smile and let it go If people try to put you down Just walk on by Don't turn around You only have to answer to yourself Don't you know it's true what they say that love, it ain't easy But your time's coming around so don't you stop trying. Dream of falling in love anything you've been thinking of when the world seems to get too tough Bring it all back to you Try not to worry 'bout a thing Enjoy the good times life can bring Keep it all inside you gotta let the feeling show Imagination is the key 'cos you are your own destiny You never should be lonely when time is on your side. Don't you know it's true what they say Things are sent to try you But your time's coming around so don't you stop trying Na, na, na , na, na, bring it on back to you baby. Don't you know it's true what they say Things happen for a reason But your time's coming around So don't you stop trying. Haha one of my all-time favourites. it's really meaningful (: --- we watched OUCH! by darren lacroix again, and this time, i managed to take away a few notable quotes with me (:
"The step AFTER the ouch is the most difficult. Take it. It will be hard, --- bring it all back xinying ploughed through her empty list at 4:42 pm
let's not delve into it
friday. forget the intricacies of the day. we met mitali for one last time after school (in hwachong! x)) before she leaves for holiday in india. beverly, me and her played badminton for about an hour while waiting for rachel to finish with her oac meeting! it was really funny because the pe department would not let us borrow rackets while we are in uniform. so we walked around the school in search of free squash rackets or frisbees, or people we know that are in sportswear and can help us borrow the equipment. then when all efforts failed because the school was simply too deserted, we finally changed into our soaking wet and disgusting pe shirts and resigned to playing badminton lol! and because of that, we ended up walking the length of the right wing 5 or 6 times (i lost count) and giggling uncontrollably in embarrassment towards the last few times. the people mugging at the class benches kept staring at us. they must think we are complete weirdos mann HAHA. after rachel joined us, we went for dinner at coronation. (: mitali was freaking funny. we laughed until we almost died and everyone in the prince coffee house were looking at us. oops haha! :x oh then we stupidly decided to go to plaza sing. it took us one whole hour to get there by 171, abd we only managed to stay there for, say, 45 minutes? -.- but it was good that we got to talk a lot to mitali. (: OH we stayed in yamaha music square for a really long time, messing around with their electric piano and playing random nursery rhymes until we got chased out by the staff :P omg i should get back to playing piano. SUPER FUN. omg. hahahaha! wahh we will miss you when you are back in america, mitali! keep in touch. jeez i am seriously in a festive mood. after chemistry spa and the study awards ceremony on thurs, coupled with the outing yesterday, wow i feel like i'm in my own world. can't let the reality that we have 2 lecture tests coming up sink in. and bee just reminded me that there is math assignment as well =x oh mann. i need to settle down, at least for a short while. --- i know nobody's perfect. but nothing's gonna change the things that you said nothing's gonna make this right again please don't turn your back on me can't believe it's hard just to talk to you; but you don't understand (Perfect - Simple Plan) xinying ploughed through her empty list at 4:02 pm
open happiness
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
monday. commserve was fulfilling. somehow we managed to spend more than twice the amount of time we usually do there without realising it. partly because the centre is short of staff, so we had an exceptionally great workload yesterday. it's tiring but the sense of satisfaction after helping the kids was overwhelming. yayys. this shall be my motivation. at least i'm making some contribution to the underprivileged in my own small way (((: but sad that all interact activities have to cease come september holidays until after promos :/ i'll miss you people. --- today. i'm enlightened, so that's what sugary peanuts look like, bee! HAHA! (: - I changed my phone wallpaper! It's a picture of me, deborah, beverly and rachel doing the buddha jump on the breakwater! with freaking retarded expressions on my faces. It's really unglam (in comparison to all those i've posted!) so i'm not uploading it but every time I see it, I want to laugh. Bet the people on the bus think I'm nuts because I keep smiling at myself :p wa I am still brimming with pride that I learnt how to cycle on sunday! And ouch. My arms and butt are still aching from the 2-hour bike ride. With satisfaction. HAHA! - batik painting workshop in nanyang was an eye opener. took at least 200 photos in 3 hours and used up a full battery! ((: waiting for kai yun to upload those pics :p omg i seriously think i'm turning into a cam freak! lol. speaking of that, more pics: -  Another spastic attempt of hyeon to be in the limelight of the picture. failed. :p
Oh gosh, this is going to be a hectic week: chem spa, gp test, public speaking workshop, pw website and wr. I need some motivation. I want to: Watch Orphan.  (Oh this was the photo I was talking about! That's chio girl is esther! :D)- Hang out with friends.  -Go shopping!!  -Open Happiness Well hello is this thing on Is anybody listening A brand new day has begun - The first thing that I want to do Make sure that you feel it too So I'm not the only one - C'mon lift me up (it's a brand new day) Open up a lil happiness today So I can be someone new C'mon and lift me up (to a better way) Open up a smile on another face So I can (feel something new) - Open up some happiness Open up some happiness Open up some happiness - Ahem*Ahem* let me clear my throat So you can hear clearly every word spoke Today I woke feeling lovely Happiness overflowin knowin' somebody loves me - Just think yesterday I was down and out Now there's not a single thing for me to frown about And the same thing can happen to you Smiling so hard my mouth look like a capital U - I want the sun to shine All the time Is that too much to ask - Oh, I want to have some fun I want all my friends to come Cause its now or never Learn the words and sing together - Your heart deserves your trust A choice made for all of us The sun will come back tomorrow - Theres a message in a bottle So come on I'll meet you there - There's enough sunshine to share As long as you know The bridge between us is a rainbow - This is fun! I shall cam-blog for this week mann. Save me from talking. --- Because some words are better left unsaid. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:50 am
jade and gold
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
More photos! 'tis from sunday. (:  finally visited ION! Macs@ ECP looking like a professional biker? :p say cheese tree climbers! :D rachel the koala bear!  ahhh we're falling!    Mits the pro, capturing us on her cam and cycling with one hand! (:  ----- in the heart where friendship lies, the spirit of sincerity never dies xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:20 am
time reveals the true heart (:
Monday, August 17, 2009
Yayy! More photos from friday! :D   HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYEON!  hyeon the spastic again (: Love the background!!! <33> JUMP SHOT illegally at illuma sky roof. (I look like a teletubby omg HAHA!)   NG!! HAHAHAHAHA (: Aha gotcha! :D    ----- I'll be there when the world stops turning xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:53 pm
look who's in denial
Sunday, August 16, 2009
omg it has been ages since i touched my desktop, so i was shocked to see blogger turn out like this: argh. the image won't upload. :/ (anyway, i tried the "publish" button first and it worked, before i started typing!) sigh epic failure. saturday. my cousin is getting married on 20.09.2009. cool hurh! (: argh where's the invitation card?? never mind, i will upload on his wedding day. it will be more meaningful and complete like that (: i remember bee saying that we have to get married by age 20, cos 20.12.2012 is the last one of the century (or is it the millenium?) whatever, just that we won't live to see the next one haha. funny girl. anyway, my cousin has to send betrothal gifts over to his bride's house today. i went to bed close to 2am after the boulevard of stars and my mum woke me up at 7am, so i was practically in a daze the whole morning and was not of much help to him. sorry :/ my aunt cooked curry! haha my favourite. and everyone else's too :p it was really rich and not spicy. nice! i was smacking my lips after that. yum yum ((: i was ready to go home and sleep but my dad had to drag me out to go jogging. haha died in less than 2 minutes. super lousy la, cos i was really drained yesterday. so i sat at the swing and watched him do his monkey moves from afar. the feeling was soooo familiar. ahh my good old childhood. =x went to play pool with zhuo-enn after that. it was fun, but my physics fail. i couldn't get the angles right, so could only get 1 out of... (how many balls are there?) in after numerous tries. and that was the white ball -.- zhuo-enn kept laughing at me. damn paiseh, omg x( then he left like immediately before we met zhiyan for dinner. like wth, but what can i do? :/ zhiyan took a very long time to cheer me up after that. thanks bro, you rock ((: and yunxi was right, why am i getting myself upset over this? he's the one at the losing end. and my godbro. :/ my parents, zhiyan and i laughed our heads off while watching liar liar and boys over flower! haha! i really felt a lot better after that. omg i have the world to thank mann people! :D --- 不是我不明白 說悲哀並不應該 我們的關懷 像愛但又說不上愛 沒有後來 我們才學會愛 但現在 說來感慨 不是那個未來 我們說好的 不會更改的 你會在 (不是我不明白 - 梁靜茹) xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:01 pm
boulevard of stars
friday. i think we had by far the most fulfilling pe lesson we had in the entire year today! captain's ball was really fun, though we had a lot of casualties, like yifei's scraped knee, joleen's sprained ankle and claudia's strained back muscle. oh that reminds me i haven't asked her how she is now. anyway, the other team was freaking strong, with all the sports people like nicole, yingyan, joleen, jin faye and russell. like omg, it's the ultimate combi. they kept scoring, so we ended up doing at least 70 push-ups, interspersed between all the running? and i was almost certain i was going to collapse while doing the last 20 pumpings but was surprised i managed to do them at one shot. means my arm muscles are getting stronger. yayys! way to go! (: math lecture. i forgot to bring my notes again argh :/ what is wrong with me mann? i specifically followed the time table to pack my bag for this whole week. this was the last day and... never mind. so, goal #1: bring all my lecture notes = FAILED. ): fortunately, yifei lent me his notes, so i could do the tutorial and not stone throughout the lecture. but he did, as a result. sorry, and thanks! sheesh, now i have to start all over again. ok i can do this! (: we got into our rebellious mode again before ct session! we actually hid in one corner of the lt just to play ______ lol! claudia was really suai, because she kept getting the 3 __s when we did the passing. then vanessa had a lot of affinity with the queen HAHA :p we laughed a lot. it was super fun la! especially during the last round when the bell rang, we practically got into a frenzy of movements and were playing unthinkingly, even plucked randomly from linying's hand while she was pondering, cos we were all going for speed and speed only LOL! :DDD i want to play some more!! and i totally screwed up spanish. but whatever. highlight of the day: met my german classmates at bugis! (: it was really cool, because we went in school uniform and all of us happened to be from different jcs, so all in different school u's! whoots. anyway, cherie has not changed a bit. hyeon and i starved flat while waiting for her at yoshinoya. she was damn funny, she completely missed out the huge yoshinoya sign and walked all the way to bugis street la. we saw her walking right past us and was praying that that was not her HAHA! :D then we went to iluma for the first time and immediately started camwhoring. almost every time went we start the timer, some passers-by will want to cross and had to wait at the side awkwardly for us to finish. super embarrassing la but it was really fun (: then there was this woman who commented that we were very kawaii (thinking that we cannot hear her! HAHA!). we went to the sky roof to take more photos. the open air roof was still not for access, cos it was still under construction. but it looks the same as 2 months ago (according to hyeon) lol. but we went out all the same when we found out that the glass door was not locked. took a few failed jump shots, then rushed back in when we saw the security guard coming :pp damn worried cos we were all in school uniform! felt so naughty la!  haha hyeon looks like a toy. and look at the reflection (:     very few photos here. i shall kope more from esther and cherie when they upload (:then esther finally came and we sprang hyeon a surprise birthday celebration!! she was really gullible and believed whatever we said before that, but that's what makes her so cute and likeable! :DD cherie presented her on our behalf: a placard with our past-year pictures. wa all the fond memories! the nostalgia. ahhhh! we kept suan-ing her for her child-like handwriting and her extreme vanity. she was practically rolling her eyes at us already Hah! it's ok la. we still love you and all the funny names you call us, like smellyhole. (: after that, we forced esther to take a photo with the Orphan poster, because the slogan said "what's wrong with esther?" or something along those lines. HAHA :D cherie left early. so esther, hyeon and i went for dinner and chatted for a very loooong time. we did a lot of catching up with one another and it felt really good ((((: and hyeon the spastic drew a lot. ahh where's the photo? :/ omg i'm starting to miss them already. haven't talked to them for so long since we last met. it's my turn to plan the next outing after promos. shall mark it down on my calendar. october here i come!! =x tired. i shall blog about today tmr. Hahaha! --- 不是我不说 就不在意空等候 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:04 am
Thursday, August 13, 2009
i've no right to console troubled souls for i'm becoming one too xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:16 pm
maybe it's just me
nothing really eventful today, except that i could not let the idea that we are following monday's time table set in. i was really not used to having so many consecutive lessons on a thursday, and had quite a bad headache after that. sigh. OH played ____ with yifei, matthew and shaun during pt. shaun kept repeating that he actually wanted to shoot, for like how many games? please la, if you want to shoot, just do it! HAHA. no offence. yifei's hands were good la, think he is born to play this. so much luck! (: and we chose a really bad spot to play, because it was freaking exposed. people could see what we were doing miles away from the end of the corridor! there was once a teacher walked past and i screamed "'cher 'cher!" then shaun frantically covered up all the _____ LOL. really fun to relive this rebellious feeling. welcome back, old pal! :D i think gp lesson was by far the best today. the alanis morissette song was quite weird and i am freaking addicted to 21 guns by green day now! a new addition to my string of favourite emo songs (: really love mr boomba! shall go youtube it :DD linying called me the "ultimate ponner" today, cos i ponned ntu again. felt so loser over it, but was pretty productive in the reading room. and bee, wan chu and i had a great time chatting and laughing silently at all our embarassing moments. so i'm happy (: just that i am wasting my time now, again HAHA :p ah my stomach is going to explode! bubble tea plus 1 pot of soup :O i have been drinking all night but there seems to be no end to it! mum, can you cook less next time? i like soup but my stomach can never fit a pot! =x i'm happy and i'm laughing. why won't you believe it? -- and your calm, hard face makes me wish that i was not brought into this place. -- maybe by secondhand serenade
xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:00 pm
walk me out of here; i'm in pain
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
aha we left school at 2pm today! it felt really weird to reach home before 3pm but here i was! and i'm here to update. (: highlight of the day: spa. there was a huge frenzy about it. what to study? what to look out for? do we really have to sieve through this thick stack of practicals? is there another way around it? how can we be less panicky about this whole thing??? (ok further details shan't be disclosed) but i really enjoyed studying online with dewei, yifei and linying. they are like the ultimate funny bees that motivated me to start mugging and kept me entertained and sustained my drive throughout the whole time yesterday. of course, not forgetting my beloved itunes. seriously, i have never been more serious about a test since the school year begun. maybe blocks were on par. but still, thanks loads guys! (: it is good to have heart-to-heart talks. ok random :p wa jogging was really refreshing. i feel so much more upbeat now. what's the scientific theory behind it again? never mind, it just works (: and i am addicted to this really old song. Better Man Send someone to love me I need to rest in arms Keep me safe from harm In pouring rain Give me endless summer Lord I fear the cold Feel I'm getting old Before my time As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord I'm doing all I can To be a better Go easy on my conscience 'Cause it's not my fault I know I've been taught To take the blame Rest assured my angels Will catch my tears Walk me out of here I'm in pain Once you've found that lover You're homeward bound Love is all around Love is all around I know some have fallen On stony ground But Love is all around on a darker note, our relationship hit the rocks again. when will this ever end? can i say this again? go easy on my conscience. i'm doing all i can, to be a better xinying ploughed through her empty list at 7:00 pm
monday no blues
yayy dad suddenly said he was on leave, so we had a last-minute family outing! we took a really long time to decide whether we should watch movie or go k, even walked to and from amk hub to jubilee to compare the queues and timings at both cinemas. how diligent can we get over a movie mann? lol (: actually i wanted to watch g.i. joe or up but dad insisted on watching overheard, so we had to wait 2 long hours before its showtime. -.- but i've to admit that it was worth the wait mann. because firstly, we did a lot of window-shopping (a very rare activity when dad is around :p) and i got my cute baby bugs bunny phone pouch! except the disgusting fact that it's still pink, i absolutely love the cartoon and the identical keychain HAHA (: ok secondly, the plot of the movie itself is really good. i'd give a thumbs up for it! :DD go watch! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 6:49 pm
go easy on my conscience
Sunday, August 09, 2009
what did i do today? ok yesterday first. (: my mum and i went to jurong point!! she wanted to go out at 11 but i woke up at 11.30! i'm such a pig la omg! anyway, it's been ages since i've been there... to shop, that is. so i was really damn excited like a little girl HAHA! on the looooong mrt ride there, we sang a lot of old songs like happy boys and happy girls, at the beginning and better man. i kept saying these songs are so loser but still sang along cos they're quite nice, i've to admit. (: then we heard all of them at various shops in jurong point la, especially in swensen's! so coincidental, and my mum was super cute, she kept reinforcing that "see. told you old songs are better!" haha! love you mum!! OH the new fried fish with apricot mayo at swensen's is a must-try! smacks lips! :p we went shopping for handphone pouches, cos the zip on my current pink pouch is dying. saw little miss naughty and mr bump pouches! they were so cute but were a bit too big for my phone :/ then i really really really liked this pouch with a cartoon version of US dollar note printed in front. but my mum said that i'm crazy and money-faced and won't let me buy x( i really really wanted it ahhh. sad. then we saw the whole cast come to advertise the new horror comedy "where got ghost?". i kind of want to watch it leh! jack neo's movies are one of the few slapstick comedies that i enjoy :D who wants to watch with me, raise your hand! :DDD Oh yes!! the funniest thing happened after that. we waited for dad for damn long la. at first he said he would be late for half an hour. then he extended it to 45 minutes. then he was still late. upon fierce interrogation by my mum, he admitted that he forgot, that he got a lift from his colleague and only realised that he should be meeting us when he reached home! seriously blurr like sotong HAHA! we went to eat curry fishhead at the coffee shop beside pioneer mrt after visiting my grandma! it was freaking spicy! my throat was literally burning from the aftereffects! but it was damn nice. the gravy was just nice, not too thick or watery and the fish was really fresh! yummy! haha just realised i've been eating fish the whole day. but who cares. it's good food ((: oh i ponned ntu and the irony is that i travelled so far and come so near to it... to eat lol! :p --- today. actually what happened today? i only remember myself whining about boredom and nothing else other than econs p-cube essays and 2 paragraphs of wr. epic failure. oh the ndp this year was... should i say unique? it's just different la. but i thought i will survive and what do you see were quite nice. nicer than the chinese version, that is. (: singapore idol was freaking funny just now. geez i spent the whole day watching tv and online! ahhh i really really want to watch wo yao chang xia qu. xDD --- Some cause happiness wherever they go; others whenever they go. --- oscar wilde [courtesy of jiaming ((:]
xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:30 am
Friday, August 07, 2009
omg today's national day celebration was such a failure. ncc marching was pathetic. maybe the ncc goh was passable but still, it was seriously like "i'm trying very hard but still can't make it". it's really sad, especially in comparison to the st. john pros! haha! fail. and seriously, who wants to know about bukit timah hill vs mount kinabalu vs mount everest during a national day concert? OH and i just realised that the gallery is a great place to be at, cos we were doing illegal stuff throughout the whole time! maybe it's good to be ostracised sometimes lol. choir was quite entertaining though. love the actions, they were damn cute x) but there were only 5 songs :// wasn't sufficient time for us to get high la! fail. i really miss sc's celebrations ahh. sheesh i just realised how big a pot of hot soup i've jumped into ahh. how how? x( anyway, vanessa, wan chu, jia ming and i had a hell lot of fun chit chatting and gossiping until 4pm!! can you imagine that? HAHA! still remember jia ming said that her friend "doesn't understand why girls have so much to talk about". and vanessa's epic statement: "if not talking's what it takes to be a guy, i don't want to be one." LOL. Hi 5 mann, and long live women! HAHAHAHAHA. wa this is so inconvenient, i can't name who we talked about. but i found out today that apart from her speedy face-reddening effect, wan chu is also really emotional. her eyes can water and she could start tearing in a split-second. like wow her hormones work really fast LOL. no offence. i'm just amazed. oh mann i'm trying to be real careful now with what i type. back to the topic, we went to eat at curry wok and then ice cream at macs! like omg, we are seriously the epitomy of bottomless pits mann! seems like we will never get full :D anyway, during lunch, jia ming seemed to be very interested by the magic tricks that an astro senior showed her, while we played bridge just now. it's freaking funny. i mean her fascination ((: exchanged a lot of pointers in card magic. omg i'm totally back into it again. shall search on it later! linying was quite blur, she left her wallet/purse at serene center. so we had to conduct a massive search at the toilet. we were worried cos it was kind of pointless trying to find valuables in a public place a whole hour after you left them there. but fortunately, some kind souls brought the wallet to the macs counter. thank you samaritans!! so we still have kind people in singapore yayys! :DD OH the building beside serene center is way coooooooool. nothing really useful there, except cold storage, but the superb architecture and the tranquil atmosphere was so alluring! i want to visit it again, to buy some homemade italian foodies, and maybe try out the cafe! (: i'm never drinking peppermint milk tea again. it's just plain weird. disgusting and nauseating. x( i have this sense of foreboding. oh noes :/// --- 心思拉扯中 PK寂寞 -- (pk by 梁静茹 and 曹格) xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:28 pm
you can't make it right when you know that it's wrong
today was a looooooooong day. we found some lyrics scribbled on a table in class today, then somehow claudia and i started listening to vanessa's mp3 in class. amazingly, mrs lim took quite a while to notice and pinpoint us. but i think mrs lim is really nice, keep teaching us ways to get around with rules. like how we planned to get around russell's ultra-lateness (which was recorded as absent instead) today! :p it is quite fun to engage in such naughty acts from time to time (x but i have to admit that it is really tough to only listen to songs and not sing out loud. HAHA! pw was plain hilarious. mr cheong kept talking about some blood-on-the-pillow virginity test and thaipusam carry-weight custom. gross; and kept picking on kaiyun's grammar, expression and example errors. we would have failed if our wr was our gp essay la! but we have to concede that some of his comments are quite helpful though we were bullshitting for the most part of the consultation! i think he is damn cute and gay. still remember that time, the first ice cream flavour he asked for was strawberry! like omg. and his hello kitty email lol! his straightforward crude/gross jokes seriously sent us into a fit of laughter just now la. i kept knocking into dewei who was sitting behind me when i laughed. damn pai seh but i couldn't help it! and something is freaking wrong with me. i left my bio aa notes at the class bench when we're supposed to present it. then i obviously know that we haven't done a single bit on alkances but somehow chucked the notes on the sofa, so i had no lecture notes for lecture yesterday. fine. the best thing was, i brought my chem lecture notes when there is no chem lecture, and forgot to bring my econs lecture notes for econs lecture today. -.- ahhhh hahaha! zhiyan just said i'm a suspect case of huntington's, because of premature loss of intellectual capacities. whatever. ((: after school, i managed to drag chengyan to ssrc investiture only to find that we are the only 2 non-ssrc members there. but chengyan seriously thought we were members and announced that both of us are ssrc members when they asked us. it was freaking awkward because first it is not true and second they gave us a super puzzled look. like omg. we couldn't stand it and sneaked out to hide ourselves less than 5 minutes later. we practically laughed our guts out at the staircase after that la! super hilarious! omg! :pppp clique dinner at amk hub! bee and linying decided to keep mum for the whole journey. they really managed to do it and mimed their way throughout. damn funny la, that pair! oh and we found out that wan chu's original **** is **! (thanks to yifei's advice. took it off cos i realised it's not very nice to announce her secret here. sorry wan chu ://) it wasn't as obiang as we thought it will be, from the way wan chu described it. but it's still super fun trying to tease her about it. i wanted to laugh whenever i thought about it. the people on the bus must think i'm crazy cos i kept smiling to myself. haha! ahh i totally embarrassed myself 1 million times today. it's way mor than the usual count ahh. but nvm, i'm really happy today despite the headache x) mann, i seriously love my friends. never fail to laugh my head off with them around! thanks and love you guys! <33 we were totally obsessed with this song today 看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡得著 你的身影這麼近 我卻抱不到 沒有地球 太陽開始環繞 沒有理由 我也能自己逃 你要離開 我知道更簡單 你說依賴 是我們的阻礙 就算放開 那能不能別沒收我的愛 當作我最後才明白 (彩虹 -- 周杰倫) my favourite line 也許時間是一種解藥 也是我現在正服下的毒藥 haha. sorry for spamming lyrics. can't help it :p listen to already gone by kelly clarkson. i love it. <3 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:21 am
In every truth that you'd deny
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
i've aired whatever i want to say today to wan chu already. so i won't repeat? (: 我不怕你 不懂愛我 只怕你 把習慣 當作愛 你猜不透 我要什麼 (容祖兒 - 這就是愛嗎) you can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:39 pm
'cause you'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes
Monday, August 03, 2009
omg i so shouldn't be here. logged on immediately after i reached home from ntu. i'm sticky and smelly and oily and whatever. disgusting. i'll make this quick. OH i'm surprised that i only questioned why i'm always sitting right in front in class today. after i've done it for, say, 5 months? and made myself feel so damn uncomfortable and suffocated every bio lesson... well, i won't say willingly, but rather unquestioningly!? gosh, this is ridiculous. let's migrate to the back people. it's time for a change of scenery (: i seriously a breath of fresh air. and some privacy, please. ah can someone teach me how to tone down? i think i embarassed myself 1 million times during econs lecture today. not my fault that i've a pleasant high-pitched voice right? i really treasure it actually, love to biao1 gao1 yin1 :DDD but how do i code-switch or rather "pitch"-switch then? HAHA. anyway, what's on for the week? like got a lot of bio leh. bio essay done. heck bio o for now. OH bio aa! pause for group discussion! -- where was i? aha gp will be screwed. chem is gone. bio? i don't wanna think about it. omg the discussion was so bullshit. yit khai seriously thought he had to do 34 sections lol! and yifei's favourite tagline now is: cheap = yunhao's legacy, and linux = good. then russell was damn sneaky, he kept coming back at times when we're talking about him. bet he's secretly following the conversation! HAHA. but then he did seem very serious about having to get back to work, which reminds me that i shouldn't be here :( and the interview videos! i look so stoned. no wonder i suck at interviews. how do i get rid of that trait? :/ wan chu help me! her interview is plain funny! i've a good mind to put it on fb! x) crap i just missed the whole episode of fei tian. sigh. this freaking verse keeps playing in my head. >< 鬼打墙的拼命拼命 拼命的找你 到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁 自以为没有什么搞不定 没料到这一次栽在你手掌心 (小鬼 - 鬼打墙) wa thought i regained my workaholic mode today, 没料到栽在msn跟blog的手里 haha lousy link. ok i'm supposed to be doing my bio o quiz =x i shouldn't be your major concern right now. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:09 pm
where every word counts
Sunday, August 02, 2009
张栋梁 - 低调 嬉笑 打闹 拥抱 留下了那么多开心合照 互相取暖依靠 熬过了最低潮 一起生活 也一起埋怨过 走过最好与最糟 我在心里想的不用说明 你知道 晨昏 日夜 颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹 散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫 感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳 爱情从来就没有固定的味道 它最后停在哪里 谁知道 我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰 我在寂寞的墙角 努力的对自己好 你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要 我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹 就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择 假装不知道 只怕我自己的掩饰 不够好 难到是我对我自己 不够好 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:30 pm
escape to kfc
haha the previous post was supposed to be posted at like 5pm or sth but my notebook went out of batt. what luck! it's fortunate that blogger automatically saves drafts. (: anyway, i went back to the lab after 2 hours just to put the chemical into the fridge -.- then skipped extraction of chemical products with the most convenient excuse: pw. i've been ponning school stuff throughout the week, because i'm was on loa. because i missed school last week. because i have a ton of remedials that clash with cca this week as a result. because i'm still sick. because i'm still on holiday mood. because of pw. more accurately, because i'm sick of whatever i'm going through. because i need the space. because i want to be alone. i think he knows but who cares. --- i wanted to be alone but i unthinkingly demanded my parents to meet me at toa payoh as i was walking out of ntu. how ironic. but it goes to show that no matter how many times you've been screamed at by them. how many times you've disappointed them. how many times you wished you weren't born in that freaking family without unbearably rigid rules, because of various reasons. whatever the culture, your parents are the ultimate baseline for security and comfort. reliable, foc and opened 24/7. i love you mum and dad. (: anyway, we ordered family feast at kfc! and were shocked to find that it's a serving for 4. had an overdose of chicken and almost puked. i'm swearing off chicken for the next week! then we went to watch weird belly dancing performances. i'm no expert at dance but the items were just plain weird. go watch at amk hub next week, you'll know what i mean. warning: don't go with a full stomach. like i did. =p oh and i bought a new bag today! wheee! it's been ages since i had such a good time with my parents. i feel so pampered today. maybe i should be moody more often =x --- ok i hope he's not reading this. i'll make up for the time i missed when i get over all these. geez i seriously need my workaholic mode back. where's my toggle?! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:33 am
the world's changing, i'm not the same
alright here i am! as promised. sigh, i'm finding myself in a dazed state more than often these days. constantly distracted and restless, like a walking zombie. my attention is particularly easily soaked up by music now, and it's not uncommon for me to startled out of some form of trance a few times a day. besides, i've been sleeping longer and sounder. i don't wanna wake up, cos i don't feel any fresher than the night before. like i haven't slept at all. take for instance this morning, i was supposed to be at ntu at 12 today. and my mum had to shake me awake at 10.30. this is not me. i think i'm slipping into escapism. i'm tired. really tired. did i tell you this before? i think it's exceptionally therapeutic, to stand on platform of jurong east mrt station, facing the chilling breeze and staring blankly at unmoving building and cars. i could do that for hours. but not today. regrettably. nearing boon lay: a mother simply sat there and waved her child away. i saw myself in the frightened eyes of the little girl, as if i was her and she were me, looking into my eyes. for a moment, we shared the same fear, afraid of losing whatever we have now. i think everyone do. i want to get out of this entanglement. now. ---- i'm at ntu now. i kept getting the brunt for his mistakes, not to say i haven't made any la. but. whatever. i'm having a brain freeze, keep getting freeze shocks when i put my own hands on my face. he looks perfectly comfortable. is it really so cold or is it just me? 低调 keeps re-playing itself in my head. not even after doses from happy songs like 梁静茹's 白色情人节, 盧廣仲's 早安晨之美, etc. 张韶涵's 潘朵拉 worked a bit. but never mind, i shall just settle for the string of emo songs on 933. omg 那个那个by 戴佩妮 is nice. 我很想只盖着我的棉被 假装我不怕黑 我还要谢谢你 分享了狼狈 haha this 2 hour break is quite productive. i'm supposed to be studying while he snores. it's freaking disgusting but i'm glad to have some personal time though. (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:06 am
the longest farewell
Saturday, August 01, 2009
woah it's been more than 2 years. my last post says "revival of my blog". how ironic! HAHA! =p alright, i'm going to do it now. to show my determination to revive it this time around, i've changed the skin! ((: i have a list of things i like about you, it says everything on it. cool hurh? wish someone will say that to me. i'd be completely bowled over and moved to tears Haha! and yea, if you're reading this now, i dare say you do mean something to me. omg i just realised the red-black chatbox colour is freaking mismatched with the skin la. and i forgot the username and password to it! argh forget it for now. i'll figure something out in time to come :/ reading all these historical posts are making all the memories come back to me. ahhh the nostalgia. it stings. and i chanced upon this a few posts back. "Zhuo-enn, pardon my bluntness. You're worse than a girl, sometimes. :/" sorry to say but this still holds true. after 2 bloody years! hahaha! :p oh and geez i can't help marvelling at how ego plus worrywart plus complain queen plus screamy i was 2 years ago, and to think i never realised it! must have been hell trying to tolerate my nonsense back then. wait. i think i still am. mann sorry and thanks loads dudes!! i'll try to change. working hard. =x first goal: stop being fickle. it's making me feel so loser. this post is so crappy, my gosh. i'll do up a proper one within these 2 days. i promise. yawns. for now, good night <33 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:45 am
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