You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

hanging in there together

Thursday, August 27, 2009

i think what zhiyan said today was really meaningful and worth pondering over. he said that essentially we find 2 types of people revolving around us all the time:

"they who lend you an umbrella in fair weather and ask for it back when it rains; and they who stand in the rain and hold out the umbrella for you."

indeed, in times of need, there will always be people, whom you thought you could trust, who'd raise the white flag and retreat behind their facade of hypocrisy. and the blow comes worst, when your bff gives you that additional shove into the muddy grounds. but we mustn't be disheartened. because you'll be surprised, how you'll always find those whom you never thought you could rely on, actually reach out their hands in the storm, and take you in under their cosy brollies.

i've been on an emotional roller-coaster these few weeks. to be honest, i was truly astonished to see that so many people remained on board behind me when i looked back. and i am especially grateful to all of you who actually gave a listening ear and provided me with really sound advice, or lent me a shoulder to cry on, or simply tried to cheer me up because there is really no way you can help me in reality. i want you to know that i saw your efforts; that as insignificant as they may seem, these little actions meant a lot to me and i really appreciated it. you guys really brightened my day and made this ride so much more manageable. hang in there, we'll hold out to the end together. there's no need to look down and wave at the people hopped off the kart for selfish reasons. because they will never know what it means to be a true friend.

"The rain may be falling hard outside,
But your smile makes it all alright.
I'm so glad that you're my friend.
I know our friendship will never end." -- Robert Alan

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:06 am

Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

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