You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

Now all our memories, they're haunted

Sunday, August 23, 2009

i know this is my third post today. i shouldn't be spending so much time on my blog but i feel the need to say this. but i can't seem to say this to anyone. at least not now.

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm already gone

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

and i'm officially haunted. i was listening to zhuo-enn's ipod just now, and it kept stalling at this particular line. when i gave up and tried listening to another song, it shut off automatically. then my w910i restarted itself when the exact same line played on 91.3. and again towards the end of the song. it was still the same line. i switched my phone off in horror. now when i saw it on linying's blog, i kept getting this dejavu feeling. like omg. i know all these are purely coincidental but i can't help thinking that it's hinting at me. that i should let go.

because no matter how much i dreaded it, denied it and delayed it;
deep inside, i know; someone's gotta go.

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:52 am

Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

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