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I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty that's what i call life (:
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
hahaha, wan chu was ultimate funny today. but i agree that all the econs acronyms are seriously confusing. what npia, new, pqli, nnp? we had so much fun confusing her! NPIA - Net Property Income from Abroad PQLI - Physical Quality of Life NNP - Net National Product wan chu: oh i know npia is net property income from abroad! yayys. (laugh laugh laugh) claudia: ok so what's npia again? wan chu: (face turns red) n...p...i...a... (points to the right) abroad... (move hand a bit to the left) income... (move a bit more to the left) eh what's p ah? (it's property) me: uhh is it physical? (cheeky smile) wan chu: orh physical physical... (nods innocently in agreement) *van, claudia and i burst into laughter* then we try again. claudia: can you tell us what's npia now? wan chu: (eyes light up in excitement) oh i know!! National... van: it's Net! LOL wan chu!! (: HAHAHAHA! my stomach really hurt from all that laughing! :DDD i think we tired ourselves out, both wan chu and i couldn't get whatever we were memorising into our heads, no matter how hard we tried after that. claudia was the imba one who completed 4 sets of notes in, say, 4 hours? :o i'm playing uno on facebook with yit khai, matthew and his friend now. it's been ages since i touched the game. so brainless but precisely what i need right now. plus yk and matt super funny :p shall forget all unhappiness and start the memory work tomorrow. yayys (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:31 pm
let me be your silent super-virus
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
disembarking from the roller coaster, i look at the world on the station platform from a whole new perspective. i'm surprised that it actually feels good to be back on earth. i've always thought we need to live our lives to the fullest by injecting it with endless excitement. but i guess painting a colourful life doesn't necessarily require constant ecstasy. there's seriously no need to be high up there on an emotional scale all the time. it's too much adrenaline for my heart. rather, fulfilment can come in a more subtle way, such as simply spending time with family and friends. if a courteous smile from a random auntie is a contagion that can brighten your day, then a cheeky grin from a close friend is a super-virus that will inevitably infect you and light up your life. it may sound trivial or bland, but it never fails to warm one's heart and make one feel utterly contented at the end of it all. ((: and i'll stop taking things into my own hands. to put it in a nice way, i'm proactive because i'm taking so much initiative, but in truth, i feel very nosey and i don't think i'm doing any good because as much as i try to, i'm not putting things together, but often messing them up further. i guess it's time to take a backseat. it's not that i don't care anymore. but that i've learnt that there're only so many things i can do. much as i want to, it's beyond my ability to change things for the better for you. but i'll gladly be there for you if you need a helping hand and a shoulder to lean on. i want you to know that "the demand for you is so inelastic i want you no matter what price", my friend - courtesy of claudia :p OH go take the personality test on facebook! it's so good, i'm freaked out. no one has summarised my character so accurately and succinctly before. well, almost. gosh, i wish i can frame it up LOL. (: Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:31 pm
for all i care
Sunday, September 27, 2009
jam hsiao ruled 龙虎榜! it's sad that i missed 我猜x3 yesterday because i reached home too late. really wanted to watch the special on jam hsiao. linying said he was damn comical! =x shall catch the repeat next next sunday, i guess (: but i'm glad that i managed to spend time with zhiyan. he's about the only person i get to go out with, without too much probing from my mum. anyway, it's been a long time since we had a heart-to-heart talk. we seriously poured our woes on each other without qualms yesterday. we talked for a very long time at macs but it still didn't feel enough, so we just rattled on and were damn shocked when we realised it was 12.30am. that means we had talked about, say, 4hours?! when we actually planned to only do so for 2, so that we can catch 我猜x3 lol. but it's good, cos i feel so light now after baring my soul (ok that sounds wrong, but you get my drift :p). and i'm happy that he's happier now. kudos bro! we'll all get over this mess! ganbatte! ((: anyway, i usually listen to 龙虎榜 from 1 to 2pm on sundays for the top 10 songs of the week on 93.3fm. well, the programme is from 12noon to 2pm but i want to watch tv (if i'm at home, which is rare cos i'm usually at tuition. oh well :/). i completely forgot that there is collation of july to september results today, so was super shocked when they announced the top song of the week at 1 plus. i missed the whole top 20 cos i was watching bruce lee with my mum lol. but still managed to catch this season's top singers, so that makes up for it, i guess. (: i'm particularly happy with the top female singers(: 1. 张惠妹 相爱后动物感伤 and 分生 2. 郭静 在树上唱歌 3. 容祖儿 这就是爱吗 all my favourite songs omg! :DD cathay was lousy. they had some technical difficulties. so we were staring at a blank screen and couldn't understand what was happening for, say, 10 minutes? fortunately, they played the soundtrack of fame, i'd been bored to tears. bahh. HAHA! there was this song that kept repeating "take it slow". i thought it was quite nice, partly because these few words are particularly meaningful to me at this point in time :p i shall go google it! (: ACCIDENT was great! a little slow at some parts but a great thriller on the whole. because i loved the plot. it's quite neatly thought-out. totally worth its 4 stars mann (: i think louis koo acted really well. and the moviemakers were really good at creating suspense. i got scared for nothing at so many instances. =x then the real shocks come so suddenly when you least expect it. so hold on to your seat tightly when you watch. don't let your soul jump out! :D but if you go for fairy-tale endings, then i'd advise you against watching it! :p oh god, i'm in love with this song from alien huang. and his 鬼打墙 too. the tunes are so addictive, they can't stop playing in my head! 小鬼(黃鴻升) - 不屑 事情如果那麽簡單那就好了 想讓自己不見 瞬間就統統消滅 人類如果沒有心臟那就好了 受傷不會流血 悲傷也不會流淚 不需要有同類 傳染頹廢 不需要愚昧的尊嚴 不需要去偷竊 你的思念 自我安慰 就讓我僞裝我嘴角不屑 讓孤獨乘以更孤獨的兩倍 允許我保留我最後一點點特權 赦免我想念你的心碎 如果我眼神裏閃爍不屑 可能我心裏一半已經殘廢 那一半跟著你走遠了的那一天 這一半漸漸已瓦解 如果我還有一點點不屑 别想要說服我純潔的絕對 我只是世界上物種絕種的絕類 悄悄的失眠了一光年 如果我還有一點點不屑 那是我自己虛榮心在作祟 自以爲或許有一天我們會重疊 我可以再愛你第二遍 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:09 pm
第一次是偶然
第二次是必然 第三次是命中注定 Saturday, September 26, 2009
september is totally a birthday month mann. i'm broke. is it that most of my friends are born libras or is september just a popular month? heh this reminds me of ms kim saying that most babies are born in july/august in the western countries because that's their only recreation during winter. ok why am i even thinking about that? lol. but libras are nice people. i love the sign. it's like an underlined ohm Ω nothing really eventful happened at grandma's house just now, that is if you compare to yesterday -.- 8pm come quickly. i wanna see you (: i wanna play ♠♥♣♦ time for some to-be classics (: ♪♫ 我的快樂 徘了徊了走了 錯了哭了痛了 累了倦了睏了 煩了亂了冷了 都是真的 瘋的想的念的 不安的焦慮的 複雜的夢過的 擁有的失去的 怎麼忘呢 你坐過的沙發寬了 你愛的音樂停了 我等著你等成了擺設 我的你的他的 好的壞的難的 灰的藍的黃的 酸的甜的苦的 都還記得 非常想要忘的 絕對不能忘的 我心要還你了 真的不行要了 只得放了 環島的火車載著我第幾天了 忽然發現這一刻我不想你了 我的快樂 會回來的 只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻 不准問值不值得 我的快樂 會回來的 離開不是誰給了誰的選擇 放了... 忘了... it's sad that the series ended yesterday. this is seriously one of the few idol dramas that i find some substance in, especially the songs. they're so meaningful (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 7:23 pm
a classic case of cosmic irony
Friday, September 25, 2009
this week brought a mirage of experiences. if you ask me whether it's possible to talk heart-to-heart to someone you thought you'd never be close to again in your lifetime, i'd say it can be done. more than easily. and i'd say it with verve. if you ask me how, i'd say just talk to him/her. clear up the air. if you fail once twice, just try harder. you'd be surprised how you could patch up and move on as if no intermission has occurred in no time. we did it, so i'm happy (: Oh and i had a revelation. it dawned on me that much as i try to remain optimistic and be my happy-go-lucky self, i realised that i do think too much at times. so if you ask me what i'd take away from this week, i'd say that i'm enlightened and have re-defined taking things in my own stride. i'd take your hand and move on. yeap. that's what i'll do and take things as they come. then i happily went to school today, marvelling at how i miraculously survived the week without much mishap. but things have a way of turning the tables on you when you least expect it. so if you ask me what it feels like to be kp-ed by your most trusted buddies, i'd say now i know it. it really sucks to have pw plus promos and all kinds of unnecessary yet compulsory shit hounding you and crowding you out of your life at one go. but then again if you ask me what i think of life now, i'd say i'm pretty happy and contented with it now. and if you ask me what i'd do if i could re-live my life, i'd say i'll make the same choices again. because you'll never get to re-live the easy life of a student again when you step into society next time. besides, these are life's experiences and i know i'll look back and smile at all the memories, bitter or sweet, when i reminisce about these golden ages of life years down the road. helium balloons from oac! i wanted to bring one home but decided against it inthe end because my mum is getting really suspicious over nothing. :/ we took really cute pictures with those 5 balloons though! so i'm happy ((: it's funny how wan chu wanted to tie one balloon on each of her little sister's hand and see her flap and try to get them off HAHA. i love aimless chatters after school (: i've nothing else to say since i'm grounded now. hi five, if you're a fellow no-lifer! :p i'm praying hard it'll be lifted after promos, or i'll still barge my way out of it, i guess (: this song totally depicts my feelings. every line fits. 蔡健雅 – 誰 現在的我 還是對愛 充滿疑惑 沒對或錯 還不想給 什麼承諾 保持沉默 獨自走過 空虛和寂寞 它們陪伴著我 裝作灑脫 其實很懦弱 有太多的藉口 終究沒有結果 誰讓我感覺 他最了解我 眼神交錯 話都不用說 就抱緊我 讓我感受 他多愛我 誰讓我感覺 不需要再躲 過去心痛 從此被淹沒 就抱緊我 讓我感受 讓我感受 他多愛我 讓我相信 他是愛 愛我的 未來的我 一個人過 也算不錯 冰冷的手 插入口袋 也算暖和 日出日落 都差不多 若有誰陪我 那一定更好過 天空為我 一直閃爍著 用太多的藉口 我在拒絕什麼 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:19 pm
喜喜
Monday, September 21, 2009
Wedding bells on 20.09.2009! :D it's the first time i've actually witnessed a tea ceremony firsthand, and also a misplaced memory for most of the elders. cos they weren't very familiar with the procedure, and all that scurrying about, being unsure of what to do and random dirty jokes plus the weird photographs we took while saying "huat ah" (get rich in hokkien) really got us hugging our stomachs laughing. HAHA :D we had catered food for lunch, yummy! though i ate mostly curry potatoes (: then my mum started visualising how all these will fit into our house. it's like she's planning my wedding day for me already LOL. funny but a little freaky too! =x dinner by the pool! ok it's not exactly a pool but a pavillion (thanks matthew HAHA. i need to polish up my english omg) on a koi pond. then alvin and alicia swore their oaths in that romantic pavillion. coupled with the video montage of the day. alvin was hilarious when he had sing xiao wei so loudly such that alicia was able to hear him 7 storeys above! and it was 7 am in the morning. be glad that no one splashed water down on him mann! but the rest of it it was so sweet! the pictures they took at punggol park really looked like some romance movie posters! i was secretly envious of them. :p hey why am i even thinking of this? LOL. the ambience was really good but all of us felt that it wasn't worth the price. it's too exorbitant. a swensens ice cream buffet would suffice at a much much lower rate!! HAHA i want go for ice cream buffet again omg! but then again, it's a once in a lifetime experience. so it's worth the extravagance, since you won't get another chance to do so in your lifetime right! ((: i won't elaborate on the performance but we all agree that it's good right? ego plus 10 :DD then party world till the morning! we were really high. or at least the kids. we completely owned don't cha, girlfriend, mr q and dao xiang. fast songs rule! (: i didn't realise i was tired until i hopped onto the car after that. and conked out before i reached home :p i'm still drowsy from all that partying though i woke up at 5pm today!! woah i'm never going to get done with this post. i'm getting niao-ed one million times x( ok all the best for the future, alvin and alicia! you look really cute together. like 小夫妻 (: 小夫妻 欧得洋&蔡淳佳 在supermarket逛了好大一圈 想你爱咖哩或是义大利面 幸福的食谱再恶补几遍 我的优点要你百尝不厌 在下班路上租了几支影片 有你在沙发就是浪漫剧院 辛苦的时候想著你的脸 没有蛮牛活力也会出现 小夫妻 我的福气 这辈子可以让我爱上了你 这一路 有时晴 有时雨 都没有关系 我们的真心超过钻石对爱的定义 小夫妻 永不放弃 默契是最富有的一种储蓄 赌气话 你一句 我一句 也觉得甜蜜 多庆幸我们望著同样明天牵手 在努力 你今天玉米浓汤有一点咸 你没送钻戒以后补我项鍊 我的通通是你的没有期限 存够钱我们逛地球一圈 我愿意 这一生 这一世 呵护著你 一直到 你当爷爷 你当奶奶 还是老夫老妻 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:07 pm
maf = mutually assured fun (:
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I ♥ MAF we had so much fun omg. at first linying and i were very excited about the live bands, then the some of the singers turned out to be a bit er~ so we were like er~ too HAHA. =x but the songs were nice, so preambles turned out to be pretty enjoyable. OH and the history teacher (i forgot his name again :p) was super entertaining. linying described him as 放荡, which i thought was an understatement x))) there was this part he actually sat down and sang lovingly to mrs foo. damn funny! omg i love his performance (: wan chu and my bubble-blowing skills are completely non-existent! we failed like one million times. :p SODAche rocked my toes! ok never mind the cheers part. i simply loved the song and dance sessions! linying and i let our hair down so it kept getting pulled unintentionally when we (what's that action called?) put our arms over each other's shoulders. super painful but damn funny at the same time (: other than that, the lyrics of the songs really struck a chord in me. we've sung them time and again but they're so meaningful i can't help it. i seriously 被感动到. and seeing the seniors all come back and sing their hearts out only serves in supplement that swelling emotion. aw. if nostalgia had a taste, it's bittersweet isn't it? (: i was pleasantly surprised that i knew the mass dances quite well, and linying managed to do her spins! yayys (: maybe being an audio learner does help, cos names of the next few steps kept resounding in my head before the dance i/cs even mentioned it :p so i could anticipate and dance along rather comfortably, even though i've no dancing talent to speak of. ok at least the guy's part. think i'll have difficulties orientating myself if i'm to dance the girl's part now. :p then wan chu and i were especially high after that, we couldn't stop bouncing around. two of us actually went to join in the mass dance after the celebrations have ended and only realised that it was the council dance after we did, say 3 weird and unfamiliar moves?? super embarrassing! hopefully no one saw us! :p then jumpshots! i can't find my usb port argh. forget it. aiya i shall just kope from yifei first, then wait for others to upload :p  i ♥ us  wan chu is the only one jumping! she's super cute like that omg :p bee and ly. i can't help thinking that this looks like some movie or drama advert :p it looks so comical ((:  finally one good one! x)ah i want maf again. it's sad that my unreasonably early curfew disallowed us from having a class outing at island creamery after the celebrations. i didn't manage to reach home in time in the end anyway -.- but i'm really glad i stood my ground and am contented that i was there for the most part (: yes, thank you vanessa for encouraging me to!! (: --- 想笑却又哭出来的冲动 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 4:33 pm
life is the only roller coaster where i don't look forward to the dive
Friday, September 18, 2009
wrestling was fun (: the girls were supposed to pull the guys out of their rigid ring using their legs. then claudia and i backed out at the last minute when we saw those hairy legs and went "EEYER" super loudly. it was hilarious but very mean at the same time. i hope he wasn't too hurt, whoever he is lol. i don't remember pulling dewei but he said i did. so i think i did. LOL. anyway, he was especially funny cos so many ppl targetted him and he was practically hanging on for his dear life! HAHAHA. we were totally in laughing fits omg. chengyan, be careful where you put that karate-chop mann! i don't want to die yet! :DDD cranium was really fun today as well! mrs tan is cute (: i didn't matthew could draw so well! kudos! (: and dewei and yit khai were the two jokers who always had to scissors-paper-stone to decide who should act. joleen was really funny too! i couldn't even make out what she was doing and then jiaqi somehow managed to guess that she was acting as charlie chaplin. same with elizabeth with her "die" hand sign that turned out to represent the hook of Captain Hook! hannah was really pro at spelling backwards. i could barely get the spelling right forwards, let alone the reverse! OH but i managed to spell aqueduct, which was a miracle. kaiyun was so excited when that question was posed to me because she presented on it during gp lesson. but the problem was, i don't pay attention for gp. paiseh! =x a lot more unbelieveable stuff happened but i won't go on or else i won't finish till tomorrow morning! x) it'll be more fun if bee and wc were there. i want to see bee act! she'll seriously induce a lot of laughter! (: and wc's face will go red HAHA. sigh i'm discarding my study plans for today yet again. i've been staying online for prolonged periods. i'm not even watching my favourtie tv shows. time just slips past my fingers when i'm at home. just what is happening? i'm sorry if i scared you this morning. my emotions have been on a roller coaster ride. where the destination is obscure. i'm struggling to keep it up there but i can't help feeling down at times. but then again, what is a roller coaster without its peaks and dips? i need to disembark from it. station master, give me a clear signal. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:09 pm
there's nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's gonna be a butterfly
Thursday, September 17, 2009
actually there's nothing very much that i want to write about, lest it triggers off all my emotional alarms again. today was rather productive: i managed to collect myself and ease back into the full-of-crap and laughy mood. plus i did some work, so i'm happy. ((: OH the halogenoalkanes tutorial was tough. it made us rack our brains so hard i was too tired to do any intensive mugging after that, but it was quite fun. especially the last question on the reaction schemes. it's really interesting trying to come up with different possibilities and manipulate the pathways. because some were quite stupid :p but on further thought, they turned out to be pretty feasible. HAHA so fun (: yifei was drawing out the full stereochemistry of all the compounds on the first page. and he said it was fun too! LOL. heh don't you simply love chem? i can spend hours exploring unneccessary stuff x) i'm beginning to like work. it takes my mind off so many stuff. like what fann wong said (i just watched her wedding series :p): 少一份期待，就少一些伤害。(especially for whatever D:) alright i shall focus my attention on work for now. it makes me feel so much more fulfilled(: anyway, why are you here? you should be studying. ok i should too. so we're quits HAHA =x i love my new phone wallpaper. it looks something like that: You should be studying. ok it doesn't really work, since i'm still here. but nonetheless, a good start, ain't it? (: if you're still groving around for motivation, here's some. in reality, some people want it to happen, some wish it would happen, others make it happen. be the one that makes it happen. seriously, nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent. more than often, it's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not. so in order to succeed, we must first believe that we can. need some inspirational songs? i'd recommend "that girl" by lindsay lohan. oh and my all-time favourite kenji song. ok it doesn't fit into the context of this post but i really like the context it's set in (: 一分鐘唱阿杜的聲音 就算花心 你都會變癡情 你不在 我學誰飆高音 周杰倫的歌一唱 大家都開心 劉德華 愈唱會愈傷心 不如來首 One Night in北京 這些只是凡人的歌曲 我只不過想唱歌給你聽 用我的聲音 一首歌 只是希望你能聽得進去 我只不過想唱歌給你聽 誰給我回應 拍拍手 切歌之後 下一個繼續 才發現 我不是陳奕迅 唱阿杜 唱到沙啞沒力 費玉清 你家人最愛聽 我可以做你的點唱機 只是希望你說一句 i believe 只想告訴你 babe~~ 我只不過想唱歌給你聽 用盡我全力一首歌 只是希望能夠讓你動心 我只不過想唱歌給你聽 就算沒回應沒關係 我會唱完這最後一句 我知道 我不是陳奕迅 我的名字叫做 _ _ _ fill in your own name lol. :p you don't need a high iq to succeed in what you do; you just wanna have no doubt just believe. in yourself. truth is, if you think you can, you can. if you think you can't, you're most probably right. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:00 pm
null hypothesis
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
i know not from when i got sick of being a normal schoolgirl; when i became increasingly unsatisfied with remaining status quo; when i stopped believing that the student's only obligation is to excel in his studies. instead, i believed i was meant for more; i wasn't sure what, just the privilege to partake in bigger things that others my age don't get a chance to. was it when i stepped into scgs and discovered a whole new sphere, that is in total contrast with the world i knew so well? or was it when i dorned the red silk uniform of my first part-time job? or did it happen earlier, when i first assumed independence over myself while my mother was hospitalised? or have i always held this belief, but have only been able to comprehend it at a much later age? whatever the cause, it's unmistakeable that i started shouldering more responsibilities. i took pride in earning my own keep, and derived gratification from being able to juggle numerous commitments, whether academic-wise, numerous leisure activities, new interests as well as spending time and being a joy to my family and friends, not forgetting granting myself some personal space from time to time. looking back, i was surprised at how much i matured over these years. it wasn't long before i convinced myself that i've indeed grown up; that i've achieved a lot more than most of my peers and am living a full life like a fledged young adult. however strongly i held my belief, all of which shattered when my world came crashing down on me. my so-called perfect life; all was naught. the distress, which accompanies the realisation that i'm not that much in control of my life as i believed i was, only served to aggravate my despair. despondency was definitely an understatement of my plight. fortunately enough, i still have you guys. ((: bee and her entertaining account on new huangcheng plots; wan chu and her blur ways; van and all her uplifting encouragement. you guys were such dears. all that frolicking and romping about after school today really did brighten up my day, and made me realise that i could actually feel very much satisfied just being a normal schoolgirl. 踏破铁鞋无觅处，得来全不费工夫. all that fulfillment that i've been looking for was actually so easily achieved. i guess the worst thing that can happen, is not to discover that one has entered the wrong expressway, but to find out and lack the will to make an exit and re-embark a new one. "taking things in my own stride" has largely been re-defined now. sorry i ruined all our mugging plans today. i love you guys <3 this song is REALLY CUTE. 想不通世上蔬菜千千万种 偏偏我怎么却爱上洋葱 伤口在咚咚咚敲不醒的梦 偏偏爱上洋葱 --- never give up, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn. - stowe xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:30 pm
god knows
Monday, September 14, 2009
i think i've overused the word unbelieveable these two days, but the turn of events occurred in such a way that i'm unable to comprehend. just saturday night i was annoyed with how i burnt the holidays; having done almost nothing meaningful, other than indulging myself in excesses of all kinds of life's pleasures including food, games, tv, shopping, blogging, reading, etc. well, i don't mean i should be mugging my life away. but at least knock some meaning into it, by learning something new. i've always wanted to brush up my japanese so that i won't be such an embarrassment. i think that's called making good use of one's time isn't it? (: now why didn't i do it? >< anyway, i enjoyed my last day of the september holidays thoroughly. thanks dude (: final destination kind of grossed me out. i like horror but it was a little too gruesome for my taste. it's a new experience though! i've never watched any so far into this genre before ((: can we go for something more scary rather than gory next time? haha! OH yes pardon me for all my unglam-ness. i totally embarrassed myself in the cinema yesterday. like omg. spitting my popcorn at the sudden sound. sorry person-in-front! you should be glad i wasn't drinking though!! HAHA! :p yayys i want more outings (((: then i astonished myself by completing arenes in school just now! the new schol term seriously started with a blast! i should so continue my new-found discipline but i'm excited to tell the whole world about this first! ok i'm excited about everything now. even promos! HAHA. i feel so much more settled down now and at ease. and am really surprised that my mum actually approved of what i'm doing for once. my worries were unduly mann. i know not whether bliss is the word to describe life now. i seem to have gotten all that i can wish for overnight. but then i fear that it won't be long before i start yearning for more. i must remember this: 天上的星星笑地上的人 总是不能懂不能知道足够 i can imagine the stars grinning smugly. omg so cute! (((: ahhh i'm in love with the haruhi series!! nooooo, must resist till after promos! x) 那天你和我 那个山丘 那样唱着 那一年的歌 那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天都品尝着寂寞 god knows what tomorrow will bring. stay positive guys! let's jia you together! chiong ah! :DDD xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:21 pm
I can smile at the old days
saturday. we discovered that the sportslink at amk is actually damn big! i won't say the stuff were dirt-cheap, but the storewide sale definitely lowered the prices quite a bit and made them very appealing! well, for the sports shoes at least, since we were targeting sports shoes that day. plus the variety was just humongously big. i was totally spoilt for choices! i got really confused and seriously didn't know what to get :p but i bought one pair that i thought looked quite cool. yayys ((: OH and we stood at the counter for a very long time, arguing whether i should i get a nike water bottle! super hilarious omg! xP didn't get one in the end. but all our weirdly thwarted arguements were really funny! i think i made a fool of myself by laughing too loud... again >< shall go back there to shop next time. hopefully they don't remember me!!! =x we watched 2 getais that day! imba aren't we? (: and met 3 aunts by coincidence. we didn't even arrange to meet! and somehow we chose the same getai on the same day and arrived at the same spot at the same time and managed to spot one another when we weren't even looking for one another out of the crowds! can you imagine that? i can only attribute this to fate. haha! can't think of a more scientific explanation. i think we should maintain more of these traditions, and i'm not trying to advocate my pw project lol. because it's really a great opportunity for families and friends to gather together and catch up with one another. i remember the times my mum and dad will bring me to getai when i was younger. and i think i enjoyed them, though i didn't really understand what was happening. i still don't exactly know. but the experience is pretty pleasant. i guess i just love songs. and the gossips we make just enhances the performance haha! ahh this brings back so much memories omg. this song always comes to mind when i reflect on the past. love stephanie sun (: 孙燕姿 我怀念的 我問為什麼 那女孩傳簡訊給我 而你為什麼 不解釋 低著頭沉默 我該相信你很愛我 不願意敷衍我 還是明白你已不想挽回什麼 想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂 可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了 自尊常常將人拖著 把愛都走曲折 假裝瞭解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 狼狽比失去難受 我懷念的是無話不說 我懷念的是一起做夢 我懷念的是爭吵以後 還是想要愛你的衝動 我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌 記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口 (誰記得) 誰忘了 我懷念的是無言感動 我懷念的是絕對熾熱 我懷念的是你很激動 求我原諒抱得我都痛 我記得你在背後 我記得我顫抖著 記得感覺洶湧 最美的煙火 最長的相擁 誰愛的太自由 誰過頭太遠了 誰要走我的心 誰忘了那就是承諾 誰自顧自地走 誰忘了跟著我 誰讓愛變沉重 誰忘了要給你溫柔 (我懷念的) 我還有想要愛你的衝動 我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌 記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口 我放手 我讓座 假灑脫 誰懂我多麼不捨得 太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說 --- Let the memory live again. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:23 pm
don't you just love the number 3?
Friday, September 11, 2009
thursday. alright stop saying that i'm omitting you, you and you! i shall try okay. can't avoid at all actually if i want to put up a post about today! HAHA there's just so much that we can't announce to the whole wide world. how do i provide a full picture at that? heh heh =x HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNXI! (: i've said all the mushy things to you in person today, so i shall spare others of goosebumps :p still can't believe i actually could bring myself to say all that omg. ok, zhuo-enn and i analysed a whole lot of card tricks today, trying to decide which will impress yunxi more. HAHA aren't you touched? x) yup and my throat seriously wasn't kind to me. so it was damn hilarious when i had to mime out the whole performance. and all of them deliberately misread whatever i meant. especially zhuo-enn, he purposely misled yunxi and zhiyan when they wanted to follow the trick! when he knew exactly how to perform the card trick (since we are referring to the same book lol!). so annoying! but i still managed to perfect the 21 cards and the pairing trick and make their jaws drop. HEH! ego plus 10 ((: then he tried to do the trick whereby the magician seems to vomit out the cards, and got the cards stained with his saliva when he tried to make it look real. gross. :/ but it was fun! x) i want. again again! (quote matthew. from teletubbies) HAHA! ((: then zhuo-enn completely owned us with his fast bowing on the violin and zhiyan with his high-pitched voice. no fair, why are we always competing over the same things?! and of all days you want me to sing when i can't even talk x( alright let's find something else to pwn the double z's next time round, yunxi! we'll knock them out and make them go zzzzzz. hahahaha ok lame :pp we ran out of water after shouting so much (not me, for once :p) but i downed a lot of water too to ease the drought in my throat. :/ so we boiled more water. i completely forgot that dad just changed the pipe at the kitchen sink early this morning. then when we took a sip of the newly-boiled water, all of us spat it out. it tasted so strongly of pvc, we felt like we were drinking some reagent in the chem lab. yucks. but we badly needed water. i can't take soda because my cough is killing me too. hate being sick. :// zhiyan suggested getting mineral water from seven 11, and zhuo-enn wanted to open the tap and let the water run until there's no more smell lol! in the end, we just took water from the toilet sink and boiled it. HAHA innovation at its best mann! yunxi was quite disgusted at the thought of it at first. but we managed to persuade her that it's safe to drink. anyway, both come directly from the same source don't they? (: game of life was disastrous. i don't know why we even chose to play that when we had monopoly and who's the richest and guess who and cluedo. omg so many more choices! zhuo-enn was the high-flyer. doctor and whenever he passes his pay day, the numbers added to his balance just makes us so envious!! lucky bloke, reached retirement before most of us are halfway through... life! HAHA! OH and zhuo-enn changed jobs 3 times: lawyer-engineer-designer. how can anyone manage 3 incongruent professional jobs in a lifetime mann? then again, this madman may be able to! lol! then i cannot stop hitting twins or baby boy or baby girl. and they kept making inferences. like whatever! :p yunxi totally couldn't focus on the game, cos she was on the phone the whole time. so scandalous!! HAHA. after that, zhiyan and zhuo-enn left for i also don't know what. some guy stuff lol. yunxi stayed for me and we gossiped like nobody's business :ppp we sang this song like one million times! super high today omg (: 徐佳莹 喔伊细 我轻飘飘的 跳进眼前的爱河 身边漫游的过客 比不上你手中的可乐 他们说记得加油呢 要带着喔伊细的礼盒 装满幸福的饱嗝 霸占空气 不好意思了 听我说亲爱亲爱的 我跳进眼前的爱河 身边漫游的过客 都要祝你生日快乐 他们说记得加油呢 要带着喔伊细的礼盒 装满幸福的饱嗝 不好意思了 i'm still humming it HAHA! heh i realised i like to post 3 times at a go. another THREE! love you three. <3 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 2:01 am
objection overruled!
wednesday. claudia, linying and i went to macs after gp. it was damn hilarious! we crapped a lot about future future stuff (: and linying was super defensive of her future husband, as if she already has one. super funny la. omg. and she never got down to a decision to her bet of who will get attached first. loser :ppp then we started mapping out her future like some idol drama HAHA! so fun! (: (: other stuff *censored* (girls' talk) x) we should crash each other's houses more often (: actually there're so many other things i want to do. time, can you slow down a little. i can't catch up! 锁住时间 S.H.E. 是桃花染紅等待的臉 是鴛鴦弄皺三月的湖水 是春風圍繞 把我們圈在裡面 思緒飛舞成蝴蝶 一並肩哪裡都像花園 一牽手做每件事都像慶典 一談心聊天 走進另一個世界 有夢 就會實現 鎖住 時間 讓感動蔓延 你的 手心 許著盟約 Oh 一起鎖住 時間 留更多紀念 最愛 剪貼 屬於我們 的細節 在不能見時種下思念 任思念開花結果長成眷戀 將眷戀串成 獨一無二的項鍊 吻在 你的胸前 我確定這次不會一眨眼 快樂就剩下照片 幸福就剩下懷念 我聽到真心碰到真心的瞬間 發出了清脆鈴聲 像音樂美得人落淚 說一句肺腑之言讓天聽見 做一件無怨無悔的事讓天看見 會不會天就忘了轉動時間 看著我們的故事嫉妒又讚美
xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:34 am
call me a gimbo (:
Thursday, September 10, 2009
tuesday. SHOPPING TOUR. around thomson, bishan and toa payoh woohoo! hail the world for shopping centres HAHAHA! i think these are the exact words that shopaholics will say aren't they? (: i'm more like a window-shopaholic. seriously love strolling around those big malls all day, just examining the merchandises and marvelling at how good they look and feel (: and actually i'm quite apprehensive when it comes to laying down the money to buy an item, because many a times, these stuff just lose their glamour once they come into your possession don't they? ok maybe the effect is not so immediate. i'm not that fickle! :p it's like if things come too easily, you'll often take them for granted and you'll overlook them somehow. the grass is always greener over the other side. oh well. (: thomson plaza gave me the most is the perfect epitomy of the incongruency between past and present mann. couldn't help raising my eyebrows at shops with super old designs like obiang flickering lights that are falling apart in this newly renovated, rather modern-looking building. i got smacked one million times on the head because my mum thought i was rude but i seriously couldn't help it. the mismatch is just too jarring. it's time to make the change a little more complete? :/ but i was rather pleased brunch at han's. haha! i'm quite amazed at how it feels different at every outlet, like the oriental ambience at the one in park mall and the western kind in novena square, but it feels good ((: that at thomson, i would say, is a fusion? although the smell of chinese ginger in spaghetti was way overboard. i really couldn't take it but my mum loves ginger. lucky. :p so i took her fish n chips. and it somehow tastes different in a different atmosphere. coolios. (: i so shouldn't be eating fried food. omg :p we went to watch ge tai. hao4 hao4 made up as a girl and pretended to be his sister hao4 lian4. LOL! but i think he's good at mc-ing (: even my dad decided to stay on after haohao appeared on stage, when he was itching to go home before that. HAHA ((: quite surprised that i knew most of the songs and could sing along with my mum because they largely came from yi4 nan2 wang4 and ai4. these taiwanese drama serials are like hot favourites now (: and so even ge tai songs follow trends too! i thought they will always play the old songs because it's part of the tradition lol. i opened my eyes to new things today, so yayys (: wahh wish every day can be like that. i love holidays, though i'm sick =x 冻结 林俊傑 不小心回到那一天 不小心一切又重演 你如此完美的一切 竟会出现在我的世界 你说话不爱说第二遍 但偏在情人节那一夜 给我你心爱的项链 说了三次对我的爱恋 我那时糊涂 不明白为何你会哭 后知后觉以后 领悟 冻结那时间 冻结初遇那一天 冻结那爱恋 冻结吻你那瞬间 我也会疲倦 你的项链 在我身边 带我穿梭回从前 冻结那空间 冻结有你的世界 冻结那画面 冻结不让它溶解 我若是疲倦 你的项链 在我身边 发光在我胸前 你的项链 在我身边 陪伴著我过每一天 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:20 pm
what are friends for?
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
uh... ok i shan't post about today. today always seems too close to my heart, even if it is past 12 midnight lol. :p i've no idea why. sometimes even yesterday does. i just need time for things to set in; to realise that, yes, these have happened. funny how my mind works. but yea. maybe tomorrow. (: anyway, i was thinking that, actually, whether our close friends leave the country or not, it does not really matter. because truth is, as we proceed to, say, another institution or another company within the nation, we'll still be going separate ways; we still go on with life, because we have to, because we just will. yes, we do keep in touch, we meet up frequently, and we try to catch up with each other as often as possible. but in reality, we all know that no matter how hard we try, how much effort we put in to maintain the friendship, we will never be the same again. we still cajole, pour out all our silly moments, never minding about a fool of ourselves in front of each other. but still, it isn't the same anymore. because we have taken a foot out of each other's life; there'll be things that you find that you can only tell your new friends, because your "old" friends just won't understand your woes if taken out of context. because we grow old; when 1 year makes a big difference, when we are unable to understand the disparity between our friendships now and then, we look back and realised that the relationship hasn't changed, but we have, for better or for worse. bff. best friends forever. best buddies forever. bosom sisters. or just friends forever. whatever. it's all a facade. a self-deceiving way to reassure ourselves of supposedly ever-lasting relationships. i'm not saying that it'll never happen. examples of sweet "forever" relationships are aplenty. but i just find it a joke, because we never know what the future holds and should never make promises that we most likely will not be able to uphold. it's funny how some people are unable to make new close friends when they enter a new environment, because they believe that "old" friends are sufficient. but friends are not food; sufficiency isn't what we are looking for. and i'm not referring to one's popularity. friends come in plural; it is a two-way thing. friends are not there to feed our boredom. rather, friends are there just for one another. yawns. i'm tired. alright. set aside your insecurities. it's time to show some sincerity (: 周華健 朋友 這些年 一個人 風也過 雨也走 有過淚 有過錯 還記得堅持什麼 真愛過 才會懂 會寂寞 會回首 終有夢 終有你 在心中 朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有 一句話 一輩子 一生情 一杯酒 朋友不曾孤單過 一聲朋友你會懂 還有傷 還有痛 還要走 還有我 i still love you, my friends. forgive me when i find it hard to say "forever". because it's just hard to fathom what we'll all turn out to be like in this "forever". xinying ploughed through her empty list at 1:24 am
learning to spell D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R
monday. the morning was quite hilarious. i was pretty much unsatisfied with the response to the class outing and jumped at ryan and yifei's request to drag the girls to the class outing. so i took one last resort to invite them to ryan's chalet. i should have expected, or rather i expected it but just refused to face reality, so i got slapped one last time in the face with 10 "NO"s flat. OUCH. not fully satisfied but utterly convinced that there's nothing more i can do about it. i'm not asking for another beating. aw give me some face next time mann. i'm so badly bruised and hurt. my ego seriously minus 100 now. :s and guys, i felt really bad talking so much about it and then me myself didn't turn up :/ send my apologies to frau heng too. omg. sorry my bad! met up with wan chu for our mugging date. it was disastrous, because we were mostly gossiping and treating my headache, sore throat and running nose, and transferring songs :p love you wan chu (: OH YES i'm super proud of my playlist now. totally renewed it using wan chu's phone ((: i can safely say that i can listen to every song without being tempted to press the forward or next button, at least for the time being. cool hurh? (: i'm in love with this song now. from mingzhong x) 半情歌- 元若藍 花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻 心的伤还有一些 不要紧 我接受你的决定 你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心 我想着天空什么时候会放晴 地球不曾为谁停一停 你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的 我们的爱是唱一半的歌 时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合 也撤销我再想你的资格 你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的 像我手中冷掉的可可 最最教人残念的总是未完成的 我只能唱著 一半的歌 the only unfortunate part is that I CAN'T SING. argh. actually come to think about it, i won't be able to do anything with the guys even if i went to the chalet yesterday, because i am so freaking sick :// xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:27 am
trash globalisation
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
sunday. we sent mitali off at the airport. i must say that when all 4 of us stood there behind the glass, along with her uncle, and watched her father and her have their passports checked. it seriously felt like a replay of what happened when she migrated, say, 2 years ago? but the sadness was no less than before. maybe globalisation isn't that good after all. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:55 pm
when silliness becomes a hindrance
Monday, September 07, 2009
saturday. went shopping with my mum and aunt at vivo! haha it's well out of my means to afford any of those big brands but window-shopping was equally satisfying! my mum kept calling me a silly girl, and that i should only come when i've the cash next time. my aunt bought a dress from daniel yang's at tangs. beautiful velvet black. ah i guess my mum felt quite bad when i gooed and gaaed over all those amazingly nice clothes at river island and seriously looked like i would purchase the whole shop if i had the money. :p haha it's ok mum, getting to touch those clothes is good enough. yayy i'm happy, just thinking about it HAHA (((: oh we took a new route to vivo, via circle line to serangoon, then the purple line (what is it called? :p) to harbourfront. the window of the train was so curved it made us look so elongated and scary. seriously, you know the scream movie 1 to 4? yea that was what i thought we looked like. i got a shock and didn't dare to look at my own reflection for a while. haha so silly. omg. OH YES we alighted at harbourfront, just in time to catch a boy vomit on a little girl's head. it was super gross. all that pink stuff, i wonder what he ate :s poor girl it's quite sad that i didn't get to take a photo of the word "serangoon" on the sleek black benches, because there were people sitting on them. it's much nicer than the word "bishan" or "bartley" because it is longer and fills up the bench nicely. ahh i don't care that shall be my next goal when i step into serangoon again! (: did i mention that i LOVE the colourful scarf i bought? argued with my mum for so long but she let me have it in the end. thanks mum! maybe i should wear it today! :D retarded. silly. whatever. i love this song. 傻瓜 温岚 其实他做的坏事我们都懂 没有什么不同 眼光闪烁 暧昧流动 闭上眼当作听说 其实别人的招数我们都懂 没有什么不同 故作软弱 撒娇害羞 只是有一点别扭 傻瓜也许单纯地多 爱得没那么做作 爱上了 我不保留 傻瓜 我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤 相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤 傻瓜 我们都一样 受了伤却不投降 相信付出会有代价 代价只是一句傻瓜 i really don't know what to do. honestly, you always make me feel like a 傻瓜 in front of you. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:48 am
mentalism
Saturday, September 05, 2009
friday. you made me realise i need to be a little more hypocritical. 相爱后动物感伤 A Mei. 一隻哀伤的猫 倚着铁窗舔着打架后的伤 一张白色床单 皱成一团不知所云的凌乱 谁的烟头 儘管嚣张 扩散理不乱还乱的贪婪 谁撑的伞 一点温暖 究竟是天堂还是苦难 在悬崖的顶端 时间总是过得比时钟还慢 一旦汗被风乾 包着皮肤一层隐形的惆怅 谁的情感 无法张扬 谁在陌生的房故作勇敢 谁在夜晚 害怕腐烂 任呼吸突然变得野蛮 先爱吧 霸佔一副肩膀 挡掉一点遗憾 先爱吧 啃噬一双翅膀 多熬过一季黑暗 先爱吧 动物不都这样 一旦欲求不满 先爱吧 之后感伤 之后再算 之后感伤 之后再算 是要一点胆量 还是真的要对生活感到烦 天台望下的窗 又有那扇抱着满足的梦乡 谁的情感 无法张扬 谁在陌生的房故作勇敢 谁在夜晚 害怕腐烂 任呼吸突然变得野蛮 i wish this song will never stop playing. --- 学阿妹 找个分生 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:43 pm
looking over a four-leaf clover
thursday. there's no need explaining how lucky i feel, with all my close friends and family around me. and how achievements and financials often don't pose a big problem. of course, there are gives and takes because heavens just won't let you have everything. but the trade-offs are decent, so i have no reason to grumble. but it is only times like these that i realise and actually treasure what i have; fleeting moments where i feel grateful for all that you have given me, all that you have done and shaped me to become what i am today. i seriously need to learn to be a little more thankful for each day. oh yes there's this story. you may have heard it before but i shall tell it again, because it's just so inspiring: rock on. and stay optimistic, people. <33 get well soon zhiyan. but be glad you get to your macbook when others scribble frantically in the lt!! HAHA! (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:17 pm
world champ dreamer
i'm giving really belated posts. sorry! tuesday. i was supposed to do work. but i sat down at my desk, and suddenly had the conviction to cut my hair. it was seriously super dramatic. me: (slams down the pen) mum, i want to cut my hair. mum: tomorrow la. (pause) me: i want to cut my hair. mum: tomorrow dear. (pause longer) me: (take out scissors) aiya i cut myself la! mum: ok ok i call angie now omg. *shocks* HAHAHA. i kept dozing off while auntie angie was cutting my hair, and my mum was so appalled at my apathy towards my hair. i think auntie angie was scared she may accidentally cut wrongly and ruin the style, cos i was nodding off. sorry auntie :p anyway, my only request was shorter. lighter hair. then she just snapped my fringe off. like omg. no time for regrets :O so my hair is at least 4 inches shorter now back and front. bye bye curtain fringe! and it turned out to be quite nice after she touched it up. love it. so, mission accomplished! :DD oh yes yunxi you almost got me into trouble tsk tsk :p be a bit more careful next time! :D -- when you look back and you won't believe; that girl was me. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:53 am
just take my hand; hold it tight
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
monday. it seems like just yesterday when we were sitting in the sea of blue, and whistling and screaming our hearts out at our beloved teachers on stage. yet today, the familiar shrills came to us as a blow, a much unanticipated reminder that time has passed. most of us realised that 4sy wasn't exactly bonded. but we are glad we stuck together, the few of us; though dispersed into different schools, still beat as one heart. <33 i'll miss sc. or more like, i miss the times we spoke from our hearts without qualms, never minding that we'd make a fool of ourselves on those grounds. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 7:41 pm
the simple pleasures of life
it's kind of weird, that i'm online so early on a schoolday. but come to think of it, it actually feels quite good. like a breath of fresh air. at least my mind is not as clouded as it increasingly becomes as the night inches closer. this is quite a nice way to self-meditate before commencing on work. i should try to come home early more often (: sunday. we went to wan chu's house to make the teachers' day cards, or rather, we slacked for the first half, ran into a million obstacles and then slowly got about doing them after 8pm. ended around 12midnight, needless to say :p though i left at 10 because my mum was fuming and she screamed me upside down when i reached home. ahh i really wanted to stay because it's so fun and see what our hard work will turn out to be like firsthand. aww. oh well. at least i was there for the most part ((: it was rather surprising that 5 guys turned up, as opposed to only 4 girls, and to think that we were the ones who initiated this lol. anyway, the other guys seriously have some sneaky up their sleeves. they kept locking themselves in the study and won't let us into what they are doing. even yifei barred from entering into the room, and he tried to hack and see what russell was plotting on wan chu's computer. and then, we saw ryan teaching yit khai (or was it dewei?) break dance, through that flourescent glass door of wan chu's. HAHA damn weird, it really makes us wonder what they are up to! heh heh. :p then dewei recorded a piece on the electric piano and let russell pretend to play on it. the most hilarious thing was that, wan chu actually believed that russell was so pro and was totally in awe of him. omg to think that the piano belongs to her! HAHAHA. omg wan chu the ultimate little miss scatterbrain. so fitting x) --- yes i'm happy. it's that simple. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 7:17 pm
恩
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
oh yes. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY. --- they're about the only group of people i know, that can stay with a bunch of rowdy kids who are completely disinterested in the subject matter and ever-ready to pack up and scoot off, for a complete hour and patiently ensure that they learn and understand. thank you teachers. we love you. ((: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:01 pm
Laugh out, when you strike a pose
omg i've been dormant for so many days and so many things have happened, i don't know where to start. saturday. we went for 1-to-1 ice cream buffet an ION! sad that kaiyun couldn't make it because her grandma fell down, or it'd have been one full clique outing (except claudia who always mia)! it's really rare and i would say i very much anticipated it, cos it's about the only one we had after so long. but i'm glad her granny is ok now. so hurrah! ((: anyway, i loved the pies and tarts. omg chocolate pie, apple pie, nuts pie (i forgot the name :p), tiramisu mmmmm... HAHA. oh and the chocolate fondue ahhhh! the thought of it is making me crave for it again. oh noes. *swallows* x) and linying was really funny. her plates were typically filled with 1 colour: brown. she must really love chocolates mann :) after that i actually spilt ice cream on myself. thanks to my freaking long and annoying hair. i swear i'm going to cut it. the ice cream stain was green alright. then bee and wan chu suggested i clean it with some water, and i instinctively dipped the red tissue into my glass of water. like omg. what was i thinking of? o.O but that was not it. i actually tried wiping it off with the tissue but the red colour came off and i ended up with both red and green stains on my white shirt!! then as you ask, what can be worse? i drank from the glass of water -.- seriously total embarrassment omg. x(( then we mixed two bowls of melted ice cream which made up to be some brown goo. then every pair who lost in the bridge game will have to take a spoonful of it. it looked quite gross but i thought it was tasteless, fortunately; although wan chu claimed that it was too sweet, and van said it tastes like medicine lol. her ultra disgusted expression seriously made me want to laugh omg. HAHAHA. funny girl ((= after that, a waiter came over to our table and told us we are not supposed to be plauing cards, when we had been doing so for 3 hours and he must have walked past us a million times in the meantime! LOL. haha i think we seriously made a nuisance of ourselves, laughing, camwhoring and throwing food around like 5 crazy nuts in swensen's. but whatever. we had fun! :DD let's take a photo again at the 6 models/statues/figurines outside ION again when we have all 6 present ((: --- You fall and you crawl and you break; and you take what you get xinying ploughed through her empty list at 7:44 pm
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