You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

a classic case of cosmic irony

Friday, September 25, 2009

this week brought a mirage of experiences. if you ask me whether it's possible to talk heart-to-heart to someone you thought you'd never be close to again in your lifetime, i'd say it can be done. more than easily. and i'd say it with verve. if you ask me how, i'd say just talk to him/her. clear up the air. if you fail once twice, just try harder. you'd be surprised how you could patch up and move on as if no intermission has occurred in no time. we did it, so i'm happy (: Oh and i had a revelation. it dawned on me that much as i try to remain optimistic and be my happy-go-lucky self, i realised that i do think too much at times. so if you ask me what i'd take away from this week, i'd say that i'm enlightened and have re-defined taking things in my own stride. i'd take your hand and move on. yeap. that's what i'll do and take things as they come.

then i happily went to school today, marvelling at how i miraculously survived the week without much mishap. but things have a way of turning the tables on you when you least expect it. so if you ask me what it feels like to be kp-ed by your most trusted buddies, i'd say now i know it. it really sucks to have pw plus promos and all kinds of unnecessary yet compulsory shit hounding you and crowding you out of your life at one go. but then again if you ask me what i think of life now, i'd say i'm pretty happy and contented with it now. and if you ask me what i'd do if i could re-live my life, i'd say i'll make the same choices again. because you'll never get to re-live the easy life of a student again when you step into society next time. besides, these are life's experiences and i know i'll look back and smile at all the memories, bitter or sweet, when i reminisce about these golden ages of life years down the road.

helium balloons from oac! i wanted to bring one home but decided against it inthe end because my mum is getting really suspicious over nothing. :/ we took really cute pictures with those 5 balloons though! so i'm happy ((: it's funny how wan chu wanted to tie one balloon on each of her little sister's hand and see her flap and try to get them off HAHA. i love aimless chatters after school (: i've nothing else to say since i'm grounded now. hi five, if you're a fellow no-lifer! :p i'm praying hard it'll be lifted after promos, or i'll still barge my way out of it, i guess (:

this song totally depicts my feelings. every line fits.

蔡健雅 – 誰
現在的我　還是對愛　充滿疑惑　沒對或錯　
還不想給　什麼承諾　保持沉默　獨自走過　

空虛和寂寞　它們陪伴著我　
裝作灑脫　其實很懦弱　
有太多的藉口　終究沒有結果　

誰讓我感覺　他最了解我　
眼神交錯　話都不用說　
就抱緊我　讓我感受　他多愛我　

誰讓我感覺　不需要再躲　
過去心痛　從此被淹沒　
就抱緊我　讓我感受　
讓我感受　他多愛我　
讓我相信　他是愛　愛我的　

未來的我　一個人過也算不錯　
冰冷的手　插入口袋　也算暖和　

日出日落　都差不多　
若有誰陪我　那一定更好過　
天空為我　一直閃爍著　
用太多的藉口　我在拒絕什麼　

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:19 pm

Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

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