You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

let me be your silent super-virus

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

disembarking from the roller coaster, i look at the world on the station platform from a whole new perspective. i'm surprised that it actually feels good to be back on earth. i've always thought we need to live our lives to the fullest by injecting it with endless excitement. but i guess painting a colourful life doesn't necessarily require constant ecstasy. there's seriously no need to be high up there on an emotional scale all the time. it's too much adrenaline for my heart. rather, fulfilment can come in a more subtle way, such as simply spending time with family and friends. if a courteous smile from a random auntie is a contagion that can brighten your day, then a cheeky grin from a close friend is a super-virus that will inevitably infect you and light up your life. it may sound trivial or bland, but it never fails to warm one's heart and make one feel utterly contented at the end of it all. ((:

and i'll stop taking things into my own hands. to put it in a nice way, i'm proactive because i'm taking so much initiative, but in truth, i feel very nosey and i don't think i'm doing any good because as much as i try to, i'm not putting things together, but often messing them up further. i guess it's time to take a backseat. it's not that i don't care anymore. but that i've learnt that there're only so many things i can do. much as i want to, it's beyond my ability to change things for the better for you. but i'll gladly be there for you if you need a helping hand and a shoulder to lean on.

i want you to know that "the demand for you is so inelastic i want you no matter what price", my friend - courtesy of claudia :p

OH go take the personality test on facebook! it's so good, i'm freaked out. no one has summarised my character so accurately and succinctly before. well, almost. gosh, i wish i can frame it up LOL. (:

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them
are allowed to understand the real... you. You hide your emotions... Sometimes
pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you
really feel. You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time
you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” You
appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why
you’re typically up-front in any aspect.You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You
“love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let
go with no trouble. You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re
elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not
companions.You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail
in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 8:31 pm