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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty thank you for the pain
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
sunday. reflections. i'd give you thanks for all the good you've done; and wave goodbye to trauma brought by your misdeeds and lies. thanks for making me feel like an idiot, and how much i don't want to be in this sit; you opened up my eyes, and helped me see who my true friends are; thanks for giving me a wake-up call, and making me treasure them so much more; you made me realise that i wasn't all that ready to take on the hard facts of life; thanks for being life's best tutor in the world, i've never learnt so much in such a short period before; you brought lessons out of the classroom, and epitomised how "teach less, learn more" can revolutionise our learning experiences; i really feel that i've taken my largest leap in life, and i've everything to thank you for. i'll remember the times we shared. to be honest, i had contemplated leaving the word "friendship" in place of "times" and never doubt its authenticity, just as how i perceived it then; but my mind reasons and my conscience begs, that i should never deceive myself, for i'll never be able to look at this in the same light as i had done a few months back. i really have so much to thank you for, yet so much to scoff and rail at as well; but i'll ignore the nauseating anguish, and move on with those scarring wounds. i'm badly bruised; but i'll heal. 掉了 张惠妹 草莓呆呆 心疼的玫瑰 半夜还开著 找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊 回到现场却已来不及 等待任何回音都不可得 微弱的风筝 冬天里飘著 回不去手中缠线的那个 没有蓝天 又何必去飞 怎么适合 黑色笑靥掉了 雪白眼泪掉了 该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了 瞳孔没有颜色 结了冰的长河 回忆是最可怕的敌人 故事情节掉了 主角对白掉了 该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了 胸口没有快乐 断了翅的白鸽 不枯萎的藉口全掉了 曾经唱过的歌 分享过的笑声 在心中不断拉扯 想念不能承认 偷偷擦去泪痕 冬天过了还是会很冷 this song makes my heart bleed; but once again, thank you for the ache you caused me, and one day, the throbbing pain will cease, leaving derelict scars that even the most powerful lasers can't remove. and i won't remove them; for i may not remember you and what you did, but the lessons you taught me will always remain with me. thanks again. i'm badly bruised; but i'll heal. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:07 pm
scream out loud for those times
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
saturday. meet sc mates :DD deborah and i practically explored the whole of plaza sing before beverly came. we waited rather impatiently outside secret recipe, having been extracted unwillingly from some gift shop, where deborah was caressing the teddy bears (small, medium or large) because they are just too cute and cuddly ((: we seriously thought beverly lost her way though she had come to ps more than a dozen times with us, because it was 15 minutes past since she told us she was at douby ghaut mrt. that's when she arrived. phew! no hide-and-seek looking for her today! HAHA we told her very frankly that we are relieved and had a good laugh over it :D i think the people dining at secret recipe thought we were nuts :ppp then we went to astons for lunch at cathay only to find that the restaurant had encountered some exhaust problem and smelled of gas :/ bad luck. was a little disappointed because deborah strongly recommended it. oh well, shall go next time then ((: we combed every level for restaurant or fast food joints. then we came across this place called the indulge. well, the name itself was pretty peculiar, then deborah very clearly pointed out after looking at the signboard at the entrance that it's copying astons. i'm not very sure about that but by that time we were all starving quite badly, so everything looked palatable enough. we couldn't care less and just entered and ordered our meal. :D nevertheless, it turned out that the food was good x) the potato salad was appetising. i love potatoes HAHA! we thought that having chinese-style soup in a rather westernised resaturant was a bit weird though, but it tasted good so we loved it all the same (: then deborah finished drinking her... tea? (i've no idea what cold drink i drank omg :x) before the main course was served. that's so deborah. LOL but after that, she couldn't stomach half of her seafood pasta, which is highly against the norm, then we said it's so not her. it was so contradictory, damn funny (: but she did look a little sick. hm. oh free ice cream for dessert! yummy :9 beverly was as usual shy on the topic of guys, and shut us up with her pet phrase: "let's talk about it another time." but we still managed to find out that she was out alone with a guy until 10 plus the previous night. it was purely platonic though. not her sweetheart. awww (: movie. we watched my sister's keeper. it was really touching and we cried one million times. it's funny how we didn't notice each other crying. maybe it's too dark. then after that we realised we were too busy crying that we barely finished half of the popcorn :p it's a good film on the whole. really tears-evoking and strong theme on family unit. they changed the ending though. cos if i didn't remember wrongly, anna was supposed to die in the end. but i prefer the movie ending where anna got to live, if not it's like, "if you fight for your rights, you have to die" which isn't very positive and inspirational, is it? ): scream. maze (: beverly and i were privileged to be the first two to be scared out of our wits :p haha i don't know when i turned into such a scaredy-cat, i was even scared of the all so familiar audi door lights switching on when we entered the audi x) it was super hilarious when we realised that we're scaring ourselves. but we managed to calm down a bit and adopt a laugh-y attitude, if not i don't think we'll have the courage to step into the maze and would've made a wasted trip. HAHA LUCKY :x the trail of lightsticks to the backstage in the audi was too long. there was no one manning that site. after the maze, we even thought of sneaking into the audi from another door so that we can scare people along that trail. added scariness. :p but then decided that it was damn bad, might really give people a real fright, because the councillors reassured us a million times that there's nothing along that trail. attacking people when they let their guard down really didn't sound very appealling after all. i thought the first ghost especially pissed with me cos when she asked me take her hand, i kept asking "are you serious?" on hindsight, it sounded really cheeky. kind of reminds me of dewei. lol. but at that time i was quite scared after scaring ourselves pointlessly for so many times before the maze and along the lightstick trail. i seriously thought she was going to do something to my hand if i really grabbed hers. but it turned out that she only wanted to lead us to the next room lol >< after that for the front part i only remember people scaring us from the back and we kept running. next stage, next room, where's that exit? how do i get to the next part?? nothing else HAHA i didn't even stop to see my surroundings properly, just kept screaming and dragging beverly along :p but i vaguely remember a mirror smeared with red paint in the changing room, and an altar and lots of incense paper somewhere along the way, and putting my hand into a box to touch something slimy and moving. eeks. then things started to get funny in the middle. cos the councillors came from the front and we began to recognise a few despite the makeup. i almost burst out laughing the moment i saw subha in her kimono. beverly later said she was also stifling her laughter HAHA :D then i kept saying i'm scared when i obviously wasn't or answered their questions too readily unthinkingly. trying very hard not to spoil the show for them but i think i still did. sorry! :x then warren obviously knew my name, but he still asked. then he shoved a scary photo of his "wife" into our faces. and i immediately said that she's beautiful. i don't know whether it's reflex action or something, ok it's weird to reflex like this but i can't find a better explanation for my reaction lol. anyway he looked exasperated and still asked me whether she's beautiful LOL!! it's really difficult not to laugh at points like these. then this guy tried but failed to grab us into the next room from the our backs, and he said rather deflatedly, "ahh nvm come over". haha funny(: but we've to admit that the make up for the others are good, we cannot really recognise them. so it was pretty scary. thought we dad a good scare. it was really worth the trip. ((: satisfied, we went around "promoting" it to those who asked us to go in first and tell them how it's like. didn't want to spoil it so we provided minimal details, or more like simply chanted that "it's worth it" thumbs up. LOL then we chatted and cam-whored at zen garden for damn long. :D can't post unglam photos here, she'll kill me. :p it was such a happy day! jeez, i love you guys <3 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:48 pm
当伤害已经造成,如何不再伤得更深?
Monday, October 26, 2009
friday. depressing grades are ringing alarm bells everywhere now. should i get d for econs, i'll get abcde overall. how's that? LOL. i've gotten worse grades so the impact isn't that great. but that's not the point. i need to gather myself together and buck up. well, this happens around every 2 years: the swelling of ego, then bursting it. i need to stop this vicious cycle. and cheer up people, at least we're all getting promoted. i think that's good enough :DD anyway, i did lots of chopping work today. i should seriously consider becoming a butcher or woodcutter or something along those lines, since i'm so good at knifework. HAHA ok lame. but it's so gratifying to see the passages become shorter and cleaner so quickly. i really take pride in my summary skills :D bridge club was fun. for the first time i watched and took part in real gameplay for contract bridge! no more pure imagination! so fun, though i still quite blur at most of the bidding rules. have to admit that i felt a bit noob in front of all the experts but they're really nice people and explained everything patiently. i was wondering that it's supposed to be chess/bridge club but there were hardly any chess players to be seen. then i found out from li lan when we were on our way home that chess club hardly exists. lol, to think that for the whole year, i thought the whole imba nanyang team had shifted to hwachong automatically lol. and then she filled me in with a lot of details on scba and their competitions too. really nice person she is :D HAHA bridge club feels like such a cosy family. i think that's the good think about small clubs (: this is getting me more motivated to continue learning. whoots! i'm falling in love with it (: i don't ask for much; just be genuine, even if it hurts; because it hurts even more, to uncover the truth afterwards 那就這樣吧 不要哭了嘛 该哭的人是我吧 你都坦白爱上了他 我有什么办法 我...也同意啦 既然你提出想法 我们不要拖拖拉拉 就从明天开始吧 那就这样吧 再爱到曲终人散 那就分手吧 再爱都无须挣扎 不要再问我 怎舍得拱手让他 你走吧 到了记得 要给我通电话 那就这样吧 再爱都要3166 再给抱一下 吻一吻你的长发 不要再哭啦 快把眼泪擦一擦 这样吧 再爱我 有缘的话 快去把东西收拾一下 再耗下去都天亮啦 这里的钥匙你先留着吧 怕你有东西 假如你有东西 忘了拿 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:08 pm
brickwalls are not only meant to be smashed
Sunday, October 25, 2009
thursday. pw. slacking time again because: 1. we don't like to bring our laptops to school. 2. it's faster to complete our tasks individually, and then give individual feedback. 3. our project is so straight-forward, there's really nothing much to discuss. it's funny to watch our classmates discuss their projects animatedly and work feverishly behind their macbooks or acer notebooks. and our group? stone. not only do we have no work at hand, we don't even have anything to discuss about. or rather, our so-called meetings were more like a mere announcement of the work distribution for the next few weeks, and are completed under 5 minutes; and our agenda never changes. it consists of one thing, and one thing only, that is: the delegation of work. kaiyun shall do this, phuong ha this, xinying this, patrick that. is that ok with everyone? are there any objections? oh whatever, just do it. and... meeting dismissed. LOL. i don't know whether this is considered dysfunctional or just imba. maybe we're just independent workers. maybe we just work faster. there's a myriad of possibilities; but then again, we got our jobs done. so, whatever. (: but today was fun. we had vietnam and japan vs china debate, after mr cheong was done commenting on our lousy i & r's. chengyan was plain blur, and phuong ha was rather agitated by the disussion. more like she was exasperated by chengyan when she said really innocently: "huh but our textbooks said, our land is just big." LOL it's like vietnam had paid tribute to china for 1000 years, and she didn't know that. or it wasn't taught to her at all. i can't imagine the length of a thousand years. it seems like an eternity to me, or to anyone in fact. it's difficult to live to see past a century, let alone a millenium. (: no wonder phuong ha wanted to explode. it must have been a real blow on the country's pride. it's funny how we actually come to this topic. there's no link to our project on Hokkien culture and chengyan's on physical wellness. in fact, it's no where near. :D haha, and i think mr cheong really relish in suan-ing us, more specifically chengyan today. it's like his cheeky smile never leaves his face. evil evil (: basketball. shooting was uber fun! it seemed like eons since i last played it. claudia is really ood at shooting; the ball always goes straight into the centre of the hoop, and goes through without even touching the board or the net. she was the only one who finished the whole routine by scoring at all the points. :D then we were playing games when my ankle gave way (again), so ended up with a scraped knee. i'm really glad we're at the basketball court. i don't want to slide on the smooth wooden floorboards of the hall, and relive those painfully huge peelings of skin :// so it's a just small superficial wound, and i continued to playing. vanessa called me 野孩子, almost immediately after i told her that my mum will call me that if she finds out. funny girl :DD then linying kept getting hit by the ball at the _____. she was really funny when she tried to verify that her _____ are ok. LOL. OH and bee is really good at intercepting balls. it's a wonder why she isn't poached by any sports team (: we had many accidents but all of us agreed that it's nice to work out! we laughed so much i wish we could play longer. so fun! ((: we should do so more often, because we most likely won't be able to do so next year! :x after that, we tried the welfare room for games but decided that they are too boring. we went out to play three-man card games. then we decided to try out poison jack (taught to me by matthew a few days ago). it's really fun! we self-learnt a lot of strategies. shall play more of it. it's a good alternative to other games. i'm a little sick of the usual ones now ((: dr. pausch videos from jiaming was really inspiring! thanks :D 1. brickwalls are there for a reason: they let us know how much we want things 2. tigger or eeyore, it's your choice: just have fun 3. don't complain, just work harder i'm really inspired by the brickwalls. never knew we could look at it that way. kudos to dr. pausch. i think he lived a great life with his positive attitude :DD
xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:11 pm
self-talk
Friday, October 23, 2009
wednesday. my luck seems to be down all the time. didn't have enough time to complete mcq so i spammed the last 5 questions with a's. then the correct answers turned out to be b's and d's. -.- how unlucky can i get? sighh i can't get rid of this nagging feeling that, if only i could just complete the paper in time. x( chem results really dragged down my overall grade and rank. i guess this reduced the likelihood of me securing a h3 chem that i so wanted? :/ and i kind of regret taking math for granted. but the paper weren't as messed up as i expected, because i made surprisingly few careless mistakes, so i'm happy. i'm getting more meticulous, at least (: nonetheless, falling flat in my face for my most confident subjects isn't good news. it's a huge impact on my ego. :/ hopefully i can narrowly make the h3 criteria, though i doubt it'll get me the course of my choice. but at least i made it (: bottomline: take exams seriously. it's no joke in jc, honestly. i need to stop being the slacker when it comes to tests. A levels offer no second chances. Oh on a lighter note, i talked a lot to chengyan today. somehow i feel the connection with people who are older, say 2 to 3 years, just like her, zhiyan, zhuo-enn and a few others. as in, we click really fast and it's really comfortable talking to them, we can just rattle on for hours lol ((: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:11 pm
life is like a donut. it runs in a circle.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
tuesday. fac breakfast! the fac comm distributed the food through a donut-eating competition, which i thought was quite creative (: they tied a donut to a string and reeled it down from the bridge. then the partner must stand on the bench and eat it without the help of their hands. it's super funny. dewei ate and ryan held the donut. he looked like he was fishing. ok that makes dewei the fish lol :x the girls didn't really want to eat the donuts, cos we were still quite full. so the class had trouble finishing our food. some had to stuff themselves with a lot more than their own share, because of that. sorry and thanks! oh in the end, we were told that dewei ate 3 or 4 donuts?! o.o i don't know whether that is considered pro or out of bounds of human capacity HAHA. it started well. then we were taken aback when there weren't going to be any activities after the donut-eating competition. a little disappointed, seeked entertainment elsewhere and went to watch the appollo limbo dance. we stood there to watch for a long period of time. i think we were way too engrossed, to the point that we didn't notice when bee kaiyun and linying left for other facs. it's amazing how people can pass through from under 66cm. like is that even humanly possible? but they proved it viable. coolios ((: gp-turned-pw lesson. it's crazy how all gp lessons will be used for pw now. for the first time, we actually yearn for gp lessons and want to see ms kim lol. (: anyway, mr cheong was no where to be seen. kai yun and i got owned by dw and ryan in ________. kai yun was hilarious, she couldn't get head and tail of what dewei and ryan are "conspiring", because they were talking 1) in a roundabout way, and 2) in technical code language. and then she kept saying she was super stressed. lol stressed playing ______? funny girl ((: math lesson. it wasn't exactly a lesson since we were crapping with mrs lim throughout. she hasn't changed a bit, still niao-ing me all the time. said that i'm a market by myself and am capable of conducting an impromptu talk from the beginning to the end of the period. LOL don't really think i'm that pro. maybe it's possible if someone does that along with me, that is, we conduct a talk show. HAHA anyway, i'll take that as a compliment, at least it's evidence that i'm much more receptive now. goodbye to the introverted laa-laa (: the weather was uber hot. we were sweltering from the heat. i was already melting while trying to down the hot soup, was so amazed at how the others were able to drink the hot AND spicy tom yum soup in this kind of climate. kudos to them! :D i'm close to being convinced not to take moe h3 now. i mean, what the seniors and the interactors said was true, taking 4H2s at A levels is tough enough. to take a h3 on top of that seriously isn't a very wise choice. it'll be better to take a university course, because it ends much earlier, so we can concentrate on our 4H2s at the end of the year (: but then again, i'm really intrigued by the topics of the ucles h3 pharmaceutical chem course. sighhs. this is frustrating. shan't think about it for now. hopefully the next few days won't blow my hopes. :x cherng yew mr punctual called us to go for commserve almost immediately after the clock struck 3pm lol. i don't know whether to describe him as being on task or just impatient. haha. anyway, commserve was fun (: i really missed the kids, after such a long farewell. little sean surprisingly gave us no trouble today. it's like he changed for the better during the time we were away. keep it up. we love you like that ((: there was a new girl... i forgot her name again :X never mind. it's funny how she gets familiar with people really fast, even if she hadn't spoken a single word with you. just from how she went to hit tze liang when they haven't interacted and he didn't even know she existed! then he tried to show some of the older kids magic tricks, but those lousy ones taught at the magic workshop won't work, and he got heavily kp-ed. HAHAHA poor him. then we got trashed by little simin and wei zhang in chalerot or whatever the game's called. they were very good at it. it's like near flawless aiming all the time. never underestimate kids. they can really amaze you sometimes. (: 路...一直都在 - eason chen 穿過人潮雙眼燈火欄柵 沒有想過回頭 一段又一段走不完的旅程 甚麼時候能走完 噢 我的 夢代表甚麼 又是甚麼讓我們不安 That's just life 尋找夢裡的未來 That's just life 少點現實的無奈 不論風吹的時候 不再傍徨的時候 永遠向前 路一直都在 穿過一塊裡面一片黑暗 沒有想過回頭 一段又一段走不完的旅程 甚麼時候能習慣 噢 我的 夢代表甚麼 又是甚麼讓我們期盼 看不清的路又算甚麼 看不清的夢又算甚麼 就算走到盡頭又能算甚麼 能算甚麼 That's just life 徘徊到不再徘徊 That's just life 從來都不怕重來 沒有選擇的時候 無論選擇的時候 永遠向前 路一直都在 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:20 pm
can you feel the music in your veins?
monday, the thrill of touching the piano again. it just feels so good, albeit a little stiff and out of practice. this totally makes me wonder why i didn't do so earlier. it suddenly dawned on me what i've been missing out in life. seriously, kissing goodbye to it for 4 years is no joke. then i spent hours downloading music sheets. i will master piano again. promise (: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:14 am
the beautiful reasons of life
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
this is super belated. almost one week has passed. seriously, time doesn't fly, it teleports (: thursday. free ice cream from parent support group! haha we really wanted to get it at first but were discouraged by the crowd queueing up for it. after lunch, we were too full to stomach any dessert, however mouth-watering it may be. then i forgot all about it. it was only nearing the end of the second break when wan chu suddenly remembered and got all excited about getting a cone. only to realised that the ice cream vendors just left LOL. poor wan chu (: in any case, the psg was really nice to treat every student to a free serving of ice cream. we really appreciated it, though we didn't get to taste any (due to our blur-ness :p). thanks! <3 sex education talk was really useless. we were mostly bombarded with videos. and i guess the only thing we went away with: was a new way to teach ABC? lol. maybe it's time to re-evaluate its relevance? many of us agreed that we seriously didn't learn anything :x friday. uhh what happened during the school day? oh yes, i realised mr cheong can be pretty admirable when he's serious. as in, we merely showed him our brief outline of who's going to present what content during op, and he was able to come up with a really entertaining script on the spot. he totally awed us with his "live" performance. and not only that, he was able to churn out quite a bit of specific details from our wr. for once, we really respected him from our hearts((: way to go! don't make us lose this sense of respect so quickly!! badminton was fun (: claudia and i took turns to play tricks on each other. i kept hitting left-right-then left again, and made her run across the court a million times. then she did that on me. it was hilarious, so much so that i think we expended more energy laughing than running. HAHA the badminton pros training in the hall must be thinking, who are these two jokes frolicking here? x) but it really feels good to work out. laalaa can't help but say, "again again!" :D haha i love tanya chua's songs now (: only love - tanya chua 偶爾抬起頭會看到無數顆星星 它守護著天空已經 千萬個世紀 生命裡 也存在一種類似的東西 那就是愛 永恆的延續 Only Love 愛是我最美麗的原因 像空氣 自然而然就懂得呼吸 多珍惜 我和你有的這種默契 傳遞心中的溫暖 和全世界分享 因為 真愛存在 如果可以 我想寫段旋律給自己 別忘記 臉上要用笑容蓋過淚滴 我確定 每一雙單純去愛的眼睛 說的故事 會更加動聽 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:48 am
the origins of red and hard
Saturday, October 17, 2009
i've got so much backlog (courtesy of matthew), i don't know where to start! tuesday and wednesday. STREET MAGIC WORKSHOP. the magician uhhh... omg i forgot his name, after 2 whole days of coaching?! o.O ok my memory is really failing me. this is badd :x ok anyway the tricks he tried teaching us were, i would say, too amateurish? because it's not only us who could tell how he did it before he revealed the secret behind it, even our beloved friends could point it out when we performed it the second time around. however, we cannot deny that some of the tricks were really cool! separating two interlocking rubber bands in a split second, for example. that really caused jaws to drop, even though i'm still not quite fluid at it. :D ok maybe amateurish wasn't that appropriate a word. maybe it's because there's too much set-up involved, especially for the card tricks, so it's difficult to perform them offhand, without any prior preparation behind the scenes. (: another thing was that there was too much buffer time, when he went around helping people or simply went mia, and we got really bored during those periods of nothingness. maybe it wasn't a bad thing, because in a bid to relieve our boredom, we turned around unthinkingly to ask people to play bridge with us. then we started blabbering nonsense with our new-found bridge kakis, like intron (i seriously cannot remember his name omg. :x) and sarah and kaiyun's 4-1 friends! that's where red and hard came about. when sarah wanted diamonds to be dealt, and she yelled "give me some red and hard!!" at first, we were stunned and going like "what in the world is she talking about?" then we realised what she meant, and it wasn't before long that we got red and squishy, black and sharp, and black and edible LOL. all those clear yet not so subtle hints :p we were really crazy. and kaiyun picked up bridge again and got really addicted, she couldn't wait to play again every time we put down the cards and kept exclaiming about how she missed a large part of life until now. HAHAHAHA funny girl :D we had to perform on wednesday. there was this guy who was hilarious. he failed, say, 3 times? i don't exacly remember his first 2 NGs but the magician was largely picking on the volunteer he chose. then he switched to performing another trick after 2 failed attempts, and tried to toss 4As from the deck. it was the easiest trick and he was so confident, until he dropped all the cards on the floor by accident lol. seriously disasters never strike singly. :D i shouldn't be laughing because i myself failed at the 2 decks trick twice in front of everyone too. it was most embarrassing omg :X anyway, he made up for it by telling us a very entertaining story on how the 4 knights (represented by 4 Kings) could help find the audience's card. ((: then there was this person who could make a rubber band move up another stretched rubber band, without touching the former. we thought it's something to do with physics but not sure what. and another guy tried communicating to the cards as if they were spirits. they were really entertaining and we had fun :D also, claudia and i managed to break the curse of red cards! most of all, i'm really glad we made new friends and found a dozen more bridge addicts ((: this song was stuck in my head the whole day, and i don't remember hearing it recently! so weird! but it's really nice :D 林俊杰 - 醉赤壁 落叶堆积了好几层 而我踩过青春听见 前世谁在泪雨纷纷 一次缘分结一次生 我今生还在等 一世 就只能有一次的认真 确认过眼神 我遇上对的人 我挥剑转身 而鲜血如红唇 前朝记忆度红尘 伤人的不是刀刃 是你转世而来的魂 确认过眼神 我遇上对的人 我策马出征 马蹄声如泪奔 青石板上的月光照进这山城 我一路的跟你轮回声 我对你用情极深 洛阳城旁的老树根 像回忆般延伸 你问 经过是谁的心跳声 我拿醇酒一坛饮恨 你那千年眼神 是我 醉醉坠入赤壁的伤痕 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 9:34 pm
if you would describe parents as a deadly tsunami
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
my 400th post (: sunday. ION orchard. my mum hasn't been to the ION yet, so we decided to explore it that day. it's really appalling how the shopping mall still looked pretty deserted early sunday afternoon, pretty much a stark contrast from, say, wisma atria, which was thronging with people. my mum couldn't help exclaiming about the high prices, which i had already expected. so we practically covered every single level before settling on having lunch at swensen's, because its prices are the same at every outlet on the island lol. but i'm glad to have my beloved fried fish with apricot sauce. yum yum ((: on our way home, we met dad at the mrt exit by pure coincidence! didn't expect him to knock off so early (: then they kept raving about it being a miracle that i was the first to notice him by the top-up machine. LOL! like hey, i'm quite observant okayy! :D the best part was when dad decided to take us out for a movie! the deadly tsunami is a must watch! i laughed throughout the first part. so for the most part, it made me believe that this will turn out to be pretty much of a comedy. then when the tsunami hit, all the sacrifices that the characters made for their loved ones were so touching, i cried. :p it's a really good mix of humour and tragedy. go watch, it's worth it :D 永远的朋友 陈伟联 如果你很忙 我到街上去晃一晃 身为一个朋友 有些事情不该勉强 看你黑着眼圈 今晚很长我睡不着 到底是谁 害你这么想 因为太爱你 拼命达到你的需要 虽然只是朋友 总比什么都不是好 借你肩膀依靠 借你关心也借你微笑 我很想给 你却不要 我总是有让你想出声的方法 我却没有让自己离开的力量 也许友情 才能地久天长 爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有 真挚的做一个永远的朋友 看着你旧旧的简讯内容 我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄 爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油 虚弱的做一个永远的朋友 几次累的想断绝联络 却听见你说 情人比不上朋友 我只是朋友 --- you never fail to leave me in complete annoyance. i feel so happy; yet so sad. xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:53 pm
hopefully we won't stop here
Sunday, October 11, 2009
saturday clique outing! you won't believe how long we took to make our way to the ns-jom club! i think we covered at least 5km, when it's actually only 1km from toa payoh mrt. and it was really a discovery route on bridges cos we lost count of the number of overhead bridges we had to cross while navigating ourselves there. but nvm, it's good exercise, plus we've learnt our lesson! won't make the same mistake next time! bowling was fun (: wan chu was super pro. her elegance when dispatching the ball is like, omg! :DD i can totally see the shadow of my mum HAHA! maybe that's why she's zeng ahma :p i love the way linying throws also, because it always makes the ball turn halfway. my dad tried to teach me but i never seem to get it. ok i'll get the hang of this! promise ((: bee bowled well too. and kaiyun learnt to bowl!! then we went to the library. it's funny how all of them rushed to the chinese romance novels section. except vanessa, but that's because she doesn't read chinese novels. she reads english ones lol! x) i stuck to my fetish for murder mysteries. :p and the psychology books were so fascinating, i decided to borrow one. hopefully it'll help me stop snapping at my parents! :D haha this trip was so fruitful, though filled with obstacles. yayys (: i can't wait to go cycling! xinying ploughed through her empty list at 10:03 pm
it's party time!
friday. end of promos included an excruciatingly long wait. because the teachers took one hour to collate the papers! i was so freaking bored, and just flipped open the rdt tutorial that was given after the bio paper. at that very moment, mrs foo exclaimed that there are people starting on the tutorial immediately after promos. to be exact, she said "these people must be crazy." LOL! she can be really funny when she wants to. i won't mind having her as my bio teacher ((: then post-promos celebrations with wan chu, vanessa, claudia and elizabeth! (: buffet at nihonmura! wan chu was super funny. she led us to the restaurant via the longest way, and almost brought us to tan tock seng at one point in time lol! then we spent more than 3 hours there and really had our fill. i love the green tea mochi! actually i like anything with green tea but this one is really nice. i like the chewiness. q q de, very yummy! and i spammed softshell crab and tuna sushi. (: then claudia and i couldn't break our affinity with hearts. no matter how we shuffled and switched dealers, we'll own the hearts suit together. and when that doesn't happen, we can expect that someone doesn't have sufficient points and needs to wash the cards. is this a curse or something? >< then we cam-whored in the toilet. an auntie was really funny. cos all of us lined up in one photo, she thought we were all queue-ing up for the cubicles, and was genuinely shocked. HAHAHA! some elderly people can just be so cute sometimes (: game of life at wan chu's house. i still can't break the twins curse! then claudia and i kept swapping the $100,000 salary card, so both of us retired pretty rich. OH vanessa was hilarious! she kept spinning 10. then claudia the police officer really acted like one, "you were caught speeding, pay the fine now." :DD so she retired really early. and only after she retired, then we started landing on all the technical problems, that required payment to her the technician. so she watched all her supposed earnings fly away. her expression was super funny omg! ((: wan chu was the complete opposite. she kept spinning 1 and 2, and had to play half the game by herself after that because we've all retired!! x) i love her sister. she was super cute, especially when she tried bouncing to the rhythm of the piano. like ahh, we really wanted to dash and hug her (: after that we got really excited over the maple anime because they were really cute, and squandered all my remaining freedom of the day on it =x wan chu and vanessa were really fun to train with. i shan't elaborate because you won't know what i'm talking about if you don't play ((: xinying ploughed through her empty list at 12:22 am
let it not sink into the deep blue sea
Saturday, October 10, 2009
GOODBYE PROMOS and HELLO FREEDOM ((: *stunned* ok it's been so long since i last blogged, i'm getting a little intimidated by it. bear with me till i get the hang of it, i'm just out of practice. actually i'm getting really rusty for everything. say, for academics, simply reflecting on how i messed up my most probable A's in math and chemistry traumatises me. as for the other subjects, i'd say i did my best, though i was at the height of all distractions x) hopefully i can still narrowly make the criteria for h3! =x or i'll have to kiss goodbye to my beloved pharmaceutical chem~ D: maybe i've been grounded for too long. like a caged bird, who has grown increasingly unfamiliar to the taste of freedom. the absence of sweet exhilaration, and in its place was a unsettling sense of uneasiness. maybe i'm a newly-discovered inborn workaholic. or maybe i'm just anasthetising myself with the multitude of work all along. on all odds, the latter seems more probable because i can never be more distracted these days. seriously, can you simplify things a bit? i really cannot comprehend what you are thinking about. and i'm not deriving any pleasure from it. well, just what is going on? honestly, i don't think it's stupid to be pissed at someone. but it's absolutely idiotic to keep it to yourself and let the displeasure propagate. when all you need to do is tell me what exactly is wrong and we can talk it out. and it's not as if i don't feel anything. you're doing both of us a disservice by keeping mum on this whole thing. and at the end of the day, when everything turns out to be a misunderstanding, you'll be slapping yourself stupid and crying your heart out. i'm not saying that i'll be any happier but i'll have no regrets. because, at least, i've tried to mend this crack. but it's never going to work if you're hammering the glass apart at the same time. i know i lost a friend but so did you. and your integrity, plus your chance to salvage this relationship as well. this is ruining my day. i need to get to the bottom of this. 人類如果沒有心臟那就好了 受傷不會流血 悲傷也不會流淚 xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:02 pm
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