You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

当伤害已经造成，如何不再伤得更深?

Monday, October 26, 2009

friday.

depressing grades are ringing alarm bells everywhere now. should i get d for econs, i'll get abcde overall. how's that? LOL. i've gotten worse grades so the impact isn't that great. but that's not the point. i need to gather myself together and buck up. well, this happens around every 2 years: the swelling of ego, then bursting it. i need to stop this vicious cycle. and cheer up people, at least we're all getting promoted. i think that's good enough :DD

anyway, i did lots of chopping work today. i should seriously consider becoming a butcher or woodcutter or something along those lines, since i'm so good at knifework. HAHA ok lame. but it's so gratifying to see the passages become shorter and cleaner so quickly. i really take pride in my summary skills :D

bridge club was fun. for the first time i watched and took part in real gameplay for contract bridge! no more pure imagination! so fun, though i still quite blur at most of the bidding rules. have to admit that i felt a bit noob in front of all the experts but they're really nice people and explained everything patiently. i was wondering that it's supposed to be chess/bridge club but there were hardly any chess players to be seen. then i found out from li lan when we were on our way home that chess club hardly exists. lol, to think that for the whole year, i thought the whole imba nanyang team had shifted to hwachong automatically lol. and then she filled me in with a lot of details on scba and their competitions too. really nice person she is :D HAHA bridge club feels like such a cosy family. i think that's the good think about small clubs (: this is getting me more motivated to continue learning. whoots! i'm falling in love with it (:

i don't ask for much;
just be genuine, even if it hurts;
because it hurts even more, to uncover the truth afterwards

那就這樣吧
不要哭了嘛该哭的人是我吧
你都坦白爱上了他我有什么办法
我...也同意啦既然你提出想法
我们不要拖拖拉拉就从明天开始吧

那就这样吧再爱到曲终人散
那就分手吧再爱都无须挣扎
不要再问我怎舍得拱手让他
你走吧到了记得要给我通电话

那就这样吧再爱都要3166
再给抱一下吻一吻你的长发
不要再哭啦快把眼泪擦一擦
这样吧再爱我有缘的话

快去把东西收拾一下再耗下去都天亮啦
这里的钥匙你先留着吧
怕你有东西假如你有东西忘了拿

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:08 pm

Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

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