You're on my list

i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

thank you for the pain

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

sunday. reflections.

i'd give you thanks for all the good you've done;
and wave goodbye to trauma brought by your misdeeds and lies.

thanks for making me feel like an idiot,
and how much i don't want to be in this sit;
you opened up my eyes,
and helped me see who my true friends are;
thanks for giving me a wake-up call,
and making me treasure them so much more;
you made me realise
that i wasn't all that ready to take on the hard facts of life;
thanks for being life's best tutor in the world,
i've never learnt so much in such a short period before;
you brought lessons out of the classroom,
and epitomised how "teach less, learn more"
can revolutionise our learning experiences;
i really feel that i've taken my largest leap in life,
and i've everything to thank you for.

i'll remember the times we shared.
to be honest, i had contemplated
leaving the word "friendship" in place of "times"
and never doubt its authenticity,
just as how i perceived it then;
but my mind reasons and my conscience begs,
that i should never deceive myself,
for i'll never be able to look at this
in the same light as i had done a few months back.

i really have so much to thank you for,
yet so much to scoff and rail at as well;
but i'll ignore the nauseating anguish,
and move on with those scarring wounds.

i'm badly bruised; but i'll heal.

掉了张惠妹

草莓呆呆
心疼的玫瑰半夜还开著
找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到现场却已来不及
等待任何回音都不可得

微弱的风筝冬天里飘著
回不去手中缠线的那个
没有蓝天又何必去飞
怎么适合

黑色笑靥掉了雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色结了冰的长河
回忆是最可怕的敌人

故事情节掉了主角对白掉了
该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐断了翅的白鸽
不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾经唱过的歌分享过的笑声
在心中不断拉扯
想念不能承认偷偷擦去泪痕
冬天过了还是会很冷

this song makes my heart bleed;
but once again, thank you for the ache you caused me,
and one day, the throbbing pain will cease,
leaving derelict scars that
even the most powerful lasers can't remove.

and i won't remove them;
for i may not remember you and what you did,
but the lessons you taught me
will always remain with me.

thanks again.

i'm badly bruised; but i'll heal.

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 11:07 pm

Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

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