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i have a list
of things i
like about
you

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty

ad infinitum finale

Sunday, February 07, 2010

i'm staring at a whole list of red and orange dots on my msn list now, and wondering what everyone is so busy about. or that "busy" was just a cool status to be on. well, i should be glad for a short break to fill up the gaps on my increasingly empty blog. poor thing, to have to live as an errata, isn't it? :x

orientation campfire.

it wasn't planned for me to stay on the campus for the campfire in the first place. my mind was in the whirl these few days, for fathomable reasons. and i could hardly orientate myself for the upcoming events (which reminds me that the past few welfare rep-in-charge duties had been slapped on our beloved ct rep, because i just wasn't paying much attention to them D:). it wasn't until janet slapped me on the shoulder on the bus on friday that i realised that the campfire was that night. oh gosh. but then again, the class had been so mummed up about any plans to crash the finale, it's no surprise how people can forget. then when ms gen tan asked who's staying back, the "YES" that resonated around the class was enough to make some of us go DD: even bee confirmed this afterwards. so i'm not the only blur one!! :D

anyway, i was lucky enough to have my pe shirt (cos we had pe on that day). so it wasn't that bad. it's just a pity i didn't have my fac shirt. sorry athena *looks sorry* LOL :p shaun lum was funny, insisting on staying back despite a splitting headache. well, for obvious reasons that's inconvenient for us to express openly. but actions speak louder than words, you can see for yourselves (: dinner at golden rooster and then games! i can't keep track of how many teh bings i owe shaun now. is it 2? or 3? or 4? but amazingly, me and yifei's debt to each other remained at a dubious equilibrium. hmmmm (:

met bee and vanessa, and we sang 我难过 (it's a really old song by 5566. i wonder if they're still together as a group, but who cares :p) in the central plaza. i think we were pretty loud. the councillors lining up to clear a path for the torch bearer probably thought we're a bunch of nutters. but again, who cares. it's campfire day :D

it wasn't so much as a sense of de javu (that we've experienced the exact same thing the previous year). but it goes beyond having goosebumps when the scene of the four-coloured flames were dished out before our eyes again. as we peered over at the central plaza from the 2nd level and cheer for our white-clothed juniors, i can't help but feel sense of mission, that we're here to witness our juniors being sworn into full-fledged jc students like we had been last year. and that that feeling will get stronger the next year, the next next year and the many years to come, when we come back middle-aged or even older. it is this sense of seniority that we cannot rid ourselves of when we re-visit our alma maters upon graduation.

but there is a child in everybody's heart (or maybe it's just me -.-), i suppose. when it's time to re-live what we had been through, we can really assume that role that we were playing those times ago. again, we stood amidst the crowds at the central plaza. again, we clapped our palms on a classmate's shoulder to play the human train and almost tripped a hundred times over. again, we sang our hearts out at the familiar college tunes. again, we danced en masse and girraffed around clumsily at the same time to get a better view of the dance ic's. again, i felt like j1. it was an unmistakeable feeling, but with less uncertainty and apprehension. it's like going back home, to where we belonged (:

after the whole episode, we were all sorely drenched in sweat and honestly tired. it's marvellous how jiaqi could sustain after a whole day of dancing non-stop. D: amazing. can just kowtow to you mann. hannah looked really breathless. lol (: i'm amazed that i'm not that tired (though i haven't exercised in agesss.) but everyone was so high! so many stayed behind and jump-jump-jumped at "good good day~" with the juniors! i love that song :D it's a pity i had a curfew and couldn't join the juniors for supper. but oh well, there's always stj :D

love hwa chong. love 7j (:

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asking god if he, could play it again~

xinying ploughed through her empty list at 2:56 pm

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